The other times I quit it’s never been this bad haha, then again I wasn’t so stressed about all the crap going on in my life every other time I quit. I haven’t had one since like 9 at night Saturday night... i’m starting to think I might light one, and see how it taste and if i smoke it , i smoke it, if I put it out I put it out. But maybe I should try tapering down first , instead of full out quitting with how much I smoked... guess what i’m saying is, I shouldn’t beat myself up over one smoke.
IMO, the underlined above could very well be making the difference this time for you CCVapes23.
When I switched in 2012 I only vaped for about the first week. I had been smoking for 37 years and was really motivated because I could feel the negative effect of smoking for so long. My Dad had also passed a couple of years previously from complications of COPD from smoking most of his life. With all that, it was still really hard for me to make the switch.
In week two and three I had an occasional smoke. I finished the first couple and really enjoyed them, and then only took a few drags of the next few. I have not had another drag from a cigarette since, but it took me about 1 1/2 years to really get over the addiction. If I had to stop vaping today I know I would not go back to smoking.
We all have our own path to success with this stuff. Some people dual use for years, some just switch to vaping one day and never look back. I feel for me easing into to zero nic for a while really helped. I guess we are all our own experiment with what works for us.
IMO, if you need to have a smoke once in a while for a while do it. I know you're trying hard not to, but if it happens don't beat yourself up about it, refocus and move on towards your goal. You've done this before, you can do it again
Best of luck with it and let us know how it goes for you.