Yah. I did it. I did it and I'm not sorry.
I had a stinkie today.
I was out and about on errands and broke the cardinal rule.... no back up. I really figured I had enough power left in my mini and I was dead wrong. Early in the errands, it flashed and went to sleep. Durnit.
I met up with son's Dad briefly, who's still a smoker. By then I was really in want of a nic fix, but I had determined to wait until I got home. Then suddenly, a thought crossed my mind that changed it:
So I asked if he could spare one, bummed a light, and drew.
GHASTLY.... I coughed lightly and he laughed. "Not used to that anymore, eh?" he chuckled.
"Nope," said I, "and now I can't figure out how I used to demolish 25+ of these each day." I coughed hoarsely, then drew again with grim determination. Exhaled with a grimace, then smirked and added, "I feel like I just ate an ashtray.... yep, I was right.... I am SO done with these things. You really need to try what I'm rockin' these days. This is truly vile."
So.... I wait with fingers crossed, hoping that he'll join our ranks and not come to visit with ....-can breath any more.
I had a stinkie today.
I was out and about on errands and broke the cardinal rule.... no back up. I really figured I had enough power left in my mini and I was dead wrong. Early in the errands, it flashed and went to sleep. Durnit.
I met up with son's Dad briefly, who's still a smoker. By then I was really in want of a nic fix, but I had determined to wait until I got home. Then suddenly, a thought crossed my mind that changed it:
"I should see if I even can stand the stupid things anymore, not because I actually want one, but in the name of science I wanna see if these things still have any hold on me."
So I asked if he could spare one, bummed a light, and drew.
GHASTLY.... I coughed lightly and he laughed. "Not used to that anymore, eh?" he chuckled.
"Nope," said I, "and now I can't figure out how I used to demolish 25+ of these each day." I coughed hoarsely, then drew again with grim determination. Exhaled with a grimace, then smirked and added, "I feel like I just ate an ashtray.... yep, I was right.... I am SO done with these things. You really need to try what I'm rockin' these days. This is truly vile."
So.... I wait with fingers crossed, hoping that he'll join our ranks and not come to visit with ....-can breath any more.