Is Hard getting back after your time off?
It sucked, I worked 15 hours of overtime IN the office, I mean I knew if I went home I would like, not do things. I have 2 late notes plus I did all the old ones I think that is a personal best for me.
It. Was. Horrible I don't even thing I am feral yet, just freaking.... Exhausted. I got handed my headset and all, (Only one ear thingy, I HATE those I should have mentioned it) so Dragon, I will be starting to making it my female dog. Not yet. Nor I have I opened my new computer but some stuff... I forgot to take my morning meds this am, also woke before my alarm and spent 10 minutes looking for it. I knew what it was, and where it was but kept ending up random places, like the bathroom which I needed to use, only like, well, it was complicated. LOL.
I can technically "submit" my OT, it's a fed job they are by law required to pay me but I think they try to fire you if you DO.
So well, this morning.... I have a morning and that's cool. I like freaking am not even Feral yet I don't think from all the OT.
Brain dead perhaps but not feral.
My PCP is switching me from Armor (natural) thyroid to Synthroid, I want to kill myself I think. I JUST got over THIS med change and thyroid med is FAR worse. I mean, I actually agree with her but I KNOW she is gonna lowball me (thinking I will not check bioequivalence) and is going to severely DOWNGRADE my speed, energy, etc.
I mean maybe not. On natural thyroid my T4 (The number that counts) is low, because apparently lithium makes it hard for your body to convert T3 to T4. Something. Maybe I will feel great. I rather doubt it but anything's possible.
It takes like 6--8 weeks to show up in your lab work (but you feel it on day one) so if it SUCKS, I can bleat at her all I WANT and she will be like "Wait for your labs" and I will be like, "I hate you, " and then also silently "Maybe I can add a small amount of natural thyroid I mean that is a THING people do" and then confess my sin later, if my bloodwork comes back fine.
I don't even know the amount yet. But I bet she lowballs me. I hate her. But as I said, "God let's just get this over with put in referral to endocrinology in case I need it.
Those of you with balanced thyroids have NO clue, REALLY. You feel like a zombie and you act like one too. Or, you act like the Road runner if it's high.
Just another lovely thing lithium gave me. It's so sweet when it comes to side effects.
The thing is some docs don't care if your thyroid is suppressed. Some of them are like freaking out now because of osteoporosis, heart attacks, etc. Mine is the second (thyroid cancer survivor). I love her actually but she is NOT going to be happy until I am out of the "danger zone.
She even had the gall to ask if I was menopausal yet. I was like, "Um no I have about another 10 years in my family" and she was like, "Oh thank GOD."
She is a good doctor it's just like I am like "So many things can give me a heart attack why are we fixating on THIS one."
I think this post means I am not mixing this weekend, basically. License, also training dragon but I deserve A MORNING.
I am also going to like do yoga today that must happen.
The only good thing about last week (maybe) is I thought it was Thursday when it was actually Friday. That was AWESOME although I don't know how I mixed up my days like that.
Anna