I have not read the whole thread yet but I am typing after dinner. Like, I had an ok/miserable day, I saw lots of kids, and I SWEAR for stuff like this you should be in POVERTY. Some of our administrators are.... Well they are all telemedicine ready or trying to be, and I am the one asking WIC baby mommies, "Ah, how much formula do you have left?" They were all saying stuff like, "Well half a can, and I am on WIC I can ONLY
buy it sometimes, but I can't find it anywhere." It took a lot of my grabbing doctors, rationing out samples, and finally I sent a letter to all the admins (I haven't gotten scolded yet, but the night is young) "WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO ABOUT THE WIC BABIES THEY CAN'T BUY 15 CASES AHEAD OF TIME, can we GET in TOUCH WITH the head of WIC? Something? Right now I am telling them to call the manufacturer's number and see when and where the next delivery might be, and we are giving samples but we will run out TOMORROW I bet." Gosh. I hope someone does something, but what IRKS me is like, WHY am *I* the one asking, these docs got no common
sense? Have they not BEEN in a Walmart.
Well, anyway, at the end of a long day of baby well visits which were sort of fun, despite my not loving babies or rather I LOVE them and I know how to NURTURE them but the husband just said they may be calling for martial law tomorrow? WHO knows, but it's not the world I really wanted.
So yeah, I am supposed to go to work, maybe soldiers will drop more formula boxes outside WIC mommy doors. IDK the husband just said it, he's not always informed but no one is. The whole thing is sucking, and I am pretty darned angry. I wish I had not argued with the husband but I HATE change and every day is different now.
Gonna be a lot more death than had we moved on with life as usual I predict. Although, perhaps it will be the thinning of the CORRECT herd, the young single mommies and their brood. ONLY I feel completely unjustified in saying that is worse than being an older, more educated and responsible person.
Schools here for the year are closed, I think or soon will be. They SO should not plan dates in advance like that especially when it made me think, darkly, "Has this whole thing been planned?
IDK. It's just.... Stuff is happening all over you get a different story no matter who you talk to and well, I can't STRESS enough how much my work freaking wanted to know who COULD work from home in a crisis.
Talked a lot more about cloth diapers. Doc who DID just get back from Guatamala on a plane indeed who is seeing well child babies in person, well he told me no one would do it, and I was like, "Well, what ELSE are they going to do? It's not like it's Africa where like they can "
sense" their babies going and head behind a bush. He was like, "They will be scared of "COVID 19" and I was like, "A fear of Ecoli would be reasonable I think but COVID 19 would only be a problem if they were SHARING diapers and I don't believe I have recommended THAT (yet, under my breath.") I went on about the benefits, that I said nothing outside in the freaking patient area but freaking.... I was not swallowing the CDC's poisoned bread, and my theory about dirt, and how Darwin would also recommend a thinning of the RIGHT herd, the ones who, well, IDK anymore but I have talked myself out as far as diapers goes, tomorrow I may have to find a NEW passion.
I hope I make it to see my doc to get my Adderall thing fixed before you aren't allowed to leave the county or whatever.
Oh well, perhaps this is what it takes, but I must say I shall begin bringing my computer home daily, DUDE.
Miserableish day but I did my part to not get furloughed.
Communism 2.0, I almost wonder and I realize it never stopped but I DON'T WANT to live in China, AT ALL.
Sigh. La vie. I have no clue what is happening work is so busy and when I get home I don't want to hear news. Wish I was more chipper but it was a HARD day, not insanely busy but new environments just tax the hell out of me and I mean EMOTIONALLY .
I wish I had my kid nearby in a wistful fashion. Not so much because I am terrified for him or anything, I just wish he was around, I want to know he is safe and good and okay. I've been present on this earth aplenty (I did explain this to Guatemala doc and also he gave me more chocolate, LOL, and that I had full faith in an afterlife so I did not fine death so scary in fact sometimes it is LIFE that is REALLY terrifying.)
No the husband says it's fake it better be dude. I think he just did it to be mean.
I was drinking coffee out of a pint glass (real glass) this am, long story, but it collided against my Rose and Dani set up (NOT the leather clad one thank goodness) but the Dani and Rose totally WON. Long story mess to clean up, my goal is bed on time so I can do yoga again tomorrow! YES! Yoga happened this am, and my new office chair is unkind.
Off to catch up then collapse, I'm not enjoying this a BIT dang it. I'm sure no one else is either.
Anna