Man I forgot "my every chocolate mix." It's just sitting there, but everything
vape I touch lately... I loaded up my Rose
tank with my Butter mint mix and it tasted really weird, but I also did such a poor coil instillation, it leaked like a sieve, first time.
Nothing will happen this EVENING. OMG, I think I had my hardest workday ever, like I was at my usual location, scheduling sick patients with great abandon and I think the docs were all like "We don't want you sick." I was all like, "LOOK I am 45 DAMNIT not old, I know how to use a facemask, and how to wash my hands. l have washed my hands for many decades." So THEN I got told "Go to other location" and I looked around and realized I needed half my office, had no boxes, and like, called the husband and started just packing. It greatly sucked. Thank Goodness the husband is like 22 years sober because he came and helped. Everyone all was like, "Holy bjeasus is that your stuff?" and I was like
'Now you know why I ask for information before I come here, I can't bring it all every time."
I have no phone, the scheduler did not do as instructed so then I had to reschedule a bunch of well patients, but it's probably better for me to be where I am. No phone and not connected to the printers yet, sigh. But whatev. I am in a new location and I think the guy in charge is trying to kill me because like, he wants me to stay. I am JUST FRIED. Yes, I think I can handle one thread on ECF.
I don't care who said what on the shiny thread, but it's all okay with me. Maybe I'll mix more but so far this week I've been on the couch, gibbering. After dinner. I am watching "Scrubs" I needed a more cheerful like, show. Not furloughed yet.
And just as WELL because my idiot child who kept arguing with me about COVID-19 just bought a new car and he may lose his job. I am going to have to pay HIS car payment for a while, UNLESS I work at Walmart. In that case, it's every person for themselves, dude. LOL.
You know back when I seriously hallucinated I had several VERY vivid like apocalypse hallucinations. Like this one where the world was EMPTY and papers and trash everywhere and just me and the husband at the coffee
shop. The world was empty and decrepit for hours, but I just followed the husband like a duckling because no one wants to hear about my hallucinations. Really. LOL. THIS one is just annoying, irritating, and like, stupid. I don't want to apocalypse my way out of this world wiping down coffee with bleach for 8 hours without a break, while placing it on Walmart's shelves. I kind of sometimes think China is trying to reverse positions with us. I also NEVER freaking imagined an apocalypse where like, TP was this HUGE DEAL. I was like, "If you are fighting of demons" (hello, Hillary Minions, LOL) you are not so WORRIED about the state of your .... you just are like, "I can wash it after I'm dead."
Maybe that is hell, done to death by demons and sent to a vacant area without even toilets, no toilet paper anywhere, or only already used. It sounds like something Dante would come up with given his political climate his Inferno is actually hilarious, there were a few popes he was NOT fond of.
Or water. People seem all UP IN ARMS about that. Douglas has a perfectly FINE water supply I don't get it.
God I hope this is over in a month. Maybe I will be gracious and remain at my current location they were all really super helpful and nice, at least their couple busiest days per week. Seems fair.
But, no decisions! Too fried, Thanks for the warm welcome LOL
@Bronze of course I missed you. Husband is 22 years sober today and I got 5 years off opiates like, the day before. lt just worked out that way. ETOH a lot longer like 20 years but you don't get to count it.
No new fun emails from the CDC today, I wonder if Corona will change its beer name? I bet they won't and even if they did a bunch of 51 alcoholics are gathering going "huh huh huh we are drinking CORONA." Seriously probably MANY bunches of them. I could not even go to a meeting thanks to the no gathering thing and I NEEDED one. Big time.
You know, life. Never boring it's all I can say. My husband found me chicken hearts. I am FULLY prepared to eat them, but not today. I can barely move. I am so behind. But that's how it is when, well, is there REALLY an oxygen shortage? I seem to breathe it fine every day although if there IS one being on a tank (I would be a veteran COPD tank person by now) that sounds stressful.
That was what I was trying to explain to my kid, does a few old and young deaths warrant all this? He really thought I was heartless and cruel, and I was like, "DUDE DO YOU WANT to spend the apocalypse walking everywhere unless your mommy can send you money because you just took out your first car loan?" (I was proud at the time but to be fair, it was before this nonsense.)
I will say the families that agree with me and want to rant (the sane ones) cheer me up. They are so super irritated. Especially when I disclose key CDC statements of inanity. (No one made me sign a non disclosure agreement dude, my loyalty is to my patients not the CDC,.)
I'm hoping 6 weeks and sanity may return. If I could find a way to shut of all media communications I might. I mean yeah, I feel sad for the confirmed cases, but we will ALL be confirmed ANYWAY is what the CDC is saying so their pretend "quarantine' is fine except for all the people losing their jobs insurance, savings and everything. I'm just lucky I mail ordered 3 months of meds, for the most part.
My mom is still alive. Thank GOD I could not deal with an estate thing just now. OMG.
But yeah had the one cigarette and now vaping away. I think I am fine on dough except they reinstated my student loan and that means applying for a bunch of relief programs and I have to be current and OH I will think about that this weekend if the first nuclear bomb is not lobbied.
China, you wily bunch we have all depended on you too much.
Trump's so right. There I said it. If we were less spread out and underwater financially we might have a chance of making our OWN stuff.
Or there is no message, it's pointless and etc. BUT I have hallucinated BUNCH of like, dying society hallucinations and NONE featured TOILET paper. I got parents worried about their kids growing out of their DIAPERS. I reply "I was a granola mom and used cloth and not even a freaking service, you get most of the poop and stuff in the toilet and then you wash long and hot with BLEACH and the baby will like them better if you learn to do it right."
LOL I can't really believe what I am counseling in the apocalypse. I don't think a kid EVER died from a lack of a diaper but how to um, eliminate in FULL METAL JACKET
BUT MOST OF ALL DIAPER SAFETY seems to be a theme of mine.
I preferred the hallucinations. Thank you ALL for the warm welcome. I gotta eat any sec.
((Hugs guys, LOL we all gonna hang in there.))
Turtles reminds me of going to the aquarium every week with my kid and starting there in reverent silence watching them underwater.
They made you exit through the SHARK tank though and by that I mean they designed it so HUGE sharks and fish surrounded you. Leaving was the worst .The kid loved it, me not so much.
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