I think this may be the issue for me as well. However, I am known to be quite stubborn and I still try with countless failures.... It's like I'm searching for Noah's Ark or something.
I think this may be the issue for me as well. However, I am known to be quite stubborn and I still try with countless failures.... It's like I'm searching for Noah's Ark or something.
Welcome home, @stols001.
I am compelled to quote my Mexican dentist story. My mom "had a good one" so she said and she wanted me to visit as it might be cheaper. She helped with my implants. The guy was really hairy. He had hairy hands. He put those hands WITHOUT gloves into my damn MOUTH. He also repeated called me a .... user, which I did not find at all pleasant. Fortunately, he quoted a price easily matched in the US. Because I was NEVER going back. While my mom had her "consult" (I would have been running for the hills after watching MINE) well, I just sat outside yelling at dude (and why are they all dude) merchants (I assume begging me to come visit their emporium.) I just yelled at them loud enough until they fled.
Nogales is vile. I didn't go into a Pharmacia I was scared of what I might fined that was awesome like Tramadol or whatnot.. I HAVE heard there are some legit, US dentists who have across the border practices to boost their US one, but you really need to know what you are doing. I need an upper liner for my denture but for now, I am gonna make my husband do it. He hates it but he does a good job and it lasts the same as any other denture liner for 3 dollars fifty.
So hello everyone. Yes, some jerk was a jerk at me on the internet, and I got upset and regressed to middle school. That doesn't happen often, and actually it was good for me, and who cares really to be HONEST? I remembered why these creatures do what they do and I'm just like, the opposite of love is indifference not hate. So have at it people who may or may not (who knows, who cares) be insulting me behind my back, you just go ahead and keep feeding me your negative energy and I will bloom. Like Daniel Forsythe who LIKED my "I gotta go" post, I assume someone made him remove it.I swear to God, I have him on ignore so the only way he can get to me is by ratings. Fortunately, I found it deeply amusing. I was like, "Holy goodness that dude could carry a metric ton of grudge across the Sahara desert without breaking a sweat. He's like Hitler but without any balls, I doubt he like is marshalling an army, not even close" So yeah that was funny.
So the husband was in Tucson all week. Hoping this week (he has to paint the front and build the steps soon) we can get it on the market. I am going down next week to clean it. But that should be fine honestly. I've organized and cleaned every square foot of this house, I don't know how I did but I'm also doing yoga so I HURT all over, all the time. But whatever, it will benefit me at some future date, I assume. IDK what is up with my back (well probably I do, lifting too many boxes that were too heavy.) All that is left is like, my bathroom to happen shortly.
They seem to be in a rush to credential me, and my work is being obstructive. I sent the credentialing lady SOME stuff, hopefully they will just give her what she wants without being evil. God knows. I think they are getting close though she rather plaintively sought my help and I was like, "Ugh."
It's been stressful, disability stuff etc., work, paying bills, house OMG. It looks pretty good I think it should sell. IDK.
So yeah, I was in kind of a bad place but really now that I have had time to reflect, it's all good. I don't think a fuss will be made by me in any case. I mean.... So the sun rose like every day and I got trolled by an internet demon which happens every second. Since no human likes everyone, let alone me, well, I am very much of the opinion if there is a secret Anna place of hate, have at it, I could care less. When you send me your hate, you also send energy. So, meh, whatever. I'm glad I visited junior high. It was probably helpful for what is to COME OMG I hope WV. Although we are moving WHEREVER away from here.
So thanks to all of you who reached out via PM it was very kind of you. Sorry this post is so long, although frankly I am DONE apologizing to ECF about what I say or do, although I STILL don't want to go to the shiny thread, even as it's creator. It is filled with too many ases. Life is too short.
Otherwise well the husband returns today. I gotta figure out some work stuff frankly and go from there man. Like pick up my work stuff which they REMOVED, consolidated, and boxed already. I am not sure how I feel about that, honestly it's my own personal stuff. THEN we put the house on the market and see what happens, man. Ugh. I better get that job offer but what can I do but wait. Pray. Etc.
It could all fall into place perfectly although loading a truck twice, and with all my disabilities up in the air? I gotta call SSDI lady I spent 24 bucks faxing and sending the information.
So nothing all mixey from me I have been consolidating all my real life stuff. I better call her and I am going to do it while cleaning my toilet. I cannot think of a better paring than SSDI and toilet bowl scrubbing.
Later, and thanks to everyone who was cool.
Anna
I'm sorry you had to deal with that. There's no reason to leave the forum completely. You are always welcome here and on the smokeless section.
Street tacos are tasty there. My wife use to travel there on business a lot when she was a quality engineer for a company that made wire harnesses for our US military, oddly. The folks there loved her, me not so much.... I was viewed as an untrustworthy ....... I still love the people and culture though.
I think the wife put me on ignore years ago!
Selective hearing is real lol.... My wife can always hear me talking to myself though.
Welcome back, AnnaI am compelled to quote my Mexican dentist story. My mom "had a good one" so she said and she wanted me to visit as it might be cheaper. She helped with my implants. The guy was really hairy. He had hairy hands. He put those hands WITHOUT gloves into my damn MOUTH. He also repeated called me a .... user, which I did not find at all pleasant. Fortunately, he quoted a price easily matched in the US. Because I was NEVER going back. While my mom had her "consult" (I would have been running for the hills after watching MINE) well, I just sat outside yelling at dude (and why are they all dude) merchants (I assume begging me to come visit their emporium.) I just yelled at them loud enough until they fled.
Nogales is vile. I didn't go into a Pharmacia I was scared of what I might fined that was awesome like Tramadol or whatnot.. I HAVE heard there are some legit, US dentists who have across the border practices to boost their US one, but you really need to know what you are doing. I need an upper liner for my denture but for now, I am gonna make my husband do it. He hates it but he does a good job and it lasts the same as any other denture liner for 3 dollars fifty.
So hello everyone. Yes, some jerk was a jerk at me on the internet, and I got upset and regressed to middle school. That doesn't happen often, and actually it was good for me, and who cares really to be HONEST? I remembered why these creatures do what they do and I'm just like, the opposite of love is indifference not hate. So have at it people who may or may not (who knows, who cares) be insulting me behind my back, you just go ahead and keep feeding me your negative energy and I will bloom. Like Daniel Forsythe who LIKED my "I gotta go" post, I assume someone made him remove it.
So the husband was in Tucson all week. Hoping this week (he has to paint the front and build the steps soon) we can get it on the market. I am going down next week to clean it. But that should be fine honestly. I've organized and cleaned every square foot of this house, I don't know how I did but I'm also doing yoga so I HURT all over, all the time. But whatever, it will benefit me at some future date, I assume. IDK what is up with my back (well probably I do, lifting too many boxes that were too heavy.) All that is left is like, my bathroom to happen shortly.
They seem to be in a rush to credential me, and my work is being obstructive. I sent the credentialing lady SOME stuff, hopefully they will just give her what she wants without being evil. God knows. I think they are getting close though she rather plaintively sought my help and I was like, "Ugh."
It's been stressful, disability stuff etc., work, paying bills, house OMG. It looks pretty good I think it should sell. IDK.
So yeah, I was in kind of a bad place but really now that I have had time to reflect, it's all good. I don't think a fuss will be made by me in any case. I mean.... So the sun rose like every day and I got trolled by an internet demon which happens every second. Since no human likes everyone, let alone me, well, I am very much of the opinion if there is a secret Anna place of hate, have at it, I could care less. When you send me your hate, you also send energy. So, meh, whatever. I'm glad I visited junior high. It was probably helpful for what is to COME OMG I hope WV. Although we are moving WHEREVER away from here.
So thanks to all of you who reached out via PM it was very kind of you. Sorry this post is so long, although frankly I am DONE apologizing to ECF about what I say or do, although I STILL don't want to go to the shiny thread, even as it's creator. It is filled with too many as
Otherwise well the husband returns today. I gotta figure out some work stuff frankly and go from there man. Like pick up my work stuff which they REMOVED, consolidated, and boxed already. I am not sure how I feel about that, honestly it's my own personal stuff. THEN we put the house on the market and see what happens, man. Ugh. I better get that job offer but what can I do but wait. Pray. Etc.
It could all fall into place perfectly although loading a truck twice, and with all my disabilities up in the air? I gotta call SSDI lady I spent 24 bucks faxing and sending the information.
So nothing all mixey from me I have been consolidating all my real life stuff. I better call her and I am going to do it while cleaning my toilet. I cannot think of a better paring than SSDI and toilet bowl scrubbing.
Later, and thanks to everyone who was cool.
Anna
I'm hoping they finalize your WV job quickly to take a worry off your mind, as well as getting the house sold which would make everything easier. Put those that you desire on ignore. You are always welcome here.
@JustWondering1, you asked to be updated so here is my current recipe using the MB Melty Caramel. I'm very pleased with how it turned out and impressed with melty caramel. I don't have a name for it. Not so good with naming recipes. I labeled the btl Melty Caramel. I know, not very creative.
MB Melty Caramel 3.5%
FA Madagascar (vanilla classic) 3.5%
FA Vienna Cream 1%
INW Shisha Vanilla 1.75%
FLV Cream 1%
I steeped it for 2 weeks. I have some additional ideas I'm going to try with it but it is good as is. I would like to find someone to try it and give their brutally honest opinion though. Hint, hint.
It sounds really good to me! I'll need to add the Melty Caramel and Madagascar to the stash before I can try it though. I just got a big order on Tuesday so it might be a little while before I make another order. I will definitely make it and I promise to let you know what I think as soon as I do.
Good luck random folks
I made a new basic Peach Gummy juice I'll try later today. Last night I made a new ID10-T Mango juice and plan to try it today. This one looks really interesting. It's got four or five different Mango's, CP Lime Tahity, marshmallow, Shisha Strawberry and EM. I had to sub one of the mangos and the strawberry. Hope it's good!
I am compelled to quote my Mexican dentist story. My mom "had a good one" so she said and she wanted me to visit as it might be cheaper. She helped with my implants. The guy was really hairy. He had hairy hands. He put those hands WITHOUT gloves into my damn MOUTH. He also repeated called me a .... user, which I did not find at all pleasant. Fortunately, he quoted a price easily matched in the US. Because I was NEVER going back. While my mom had her "consult" (I would have been running for the hills after watching MINE) well, I just sat outside yelling at dude (and why are they all dude) merchants (I assume begging me to come visit their emporium.) I just yelled at them loud enough until they fled.
Nogales is vile. I didn't go into a Pharmacia I was scared of what I might fined that was awesome like Tramadol or whatnot.. I HAVE heard there are some legit, US dentists who have across the border practices to boost their US one, but you really need to know what you are doing. I need an upper liner for my denture but for now, I am gonna make my husband do it. He hates it but he does a good job and it lasts the same as any other denture liner for 3 dollars fifty.
So hello everyone. Yes, some jerk was a jerk at me on the internet, and I got upset and regressed to middle school. That doesn't happen often, and actually it was good for me, and who cares really to be HONEST? I remembered why these creatures do what they do and I'm just like, the opposite of love is indifference not hate. So have at it people who may or may not (who knows, who cares) be insulting me behind my back, you just go ahead and keep feeding me your negative energy and I will bloom. Like Daniel Forsythe who LIKED my "I gotta go" post, I assume someone made him remove it.
So the husband was in Tucson all week. Hoping this week (he has to paint the front and build the steps soon) we can get it on the market. I am going down next week to clean it. But that should be fine honestly. I've organized and cleaned every square foot of this house, I don't know how I did but I'm also doing yoga so I HURT all over, all the time. But whatever, it will benefit me at some future date, I assume. IDK what is up with my back (well probably I do, lifting too many boxes that were too heavy.) All that is left is like, my bathroom to happen shortly.
They seem to be in a rush to credential me, and my work is being obstructive. I sent the credentialing lady SOME stuff, hopefully they will just give her what she wants without being evil. God knows. I think they are getting close though she rather plaintively sought my help and I was like, "Ugh."
It's been stressful, disability stuff etc., work, paying bills, house OMG. It looks pretty good I think it should sell. IDK.
So yeah, I was in kind of a bad place but really now that I have had time to reflect, it's all good. I don't think a fuss will be made by me in any case. I mean.... So the sun rose like every day and I got trolled by an internet demon which happens every second. Since no human likes everyone, let alone me, well, I am very much of the opinion if there is a secret Anna place of hate, have at it, I could care less. When you send me your hate, you also send energy. So, meh, whatever. I'm glad I visited junior high. It was probably helpful for what is to COME OMG I hope WV. Although we are moving WHEREVER away from here.
So thanks to all of you who reached out via PM it was very kind of you. Sorry this post is so long, although frankly I am DONE apologizing to ECF about what I say or do, although I STILL don't want to go to the shiny thread, even as it's creator. It is filled with too many as
Otherwise well the husband returns today. I gotta figure out some work stuff frankly and go from there man. Like pick up my work stuff which they REMOVED, consolidated, and boxed already. I am not sure how I feel about that, honestly it's my own personal stuff. THEN we put the house on the market and see what happens, man. Ugh. I better get that job offer but what can I do but wait. Pray. Etc.
It could all fall into place perfectly although loading a truck twice, and with all my disabilities up in the air? I gotta call SSDI lady I spent 24 bucks faxing and sending the information.
So nothing all mixey from me I have been consolidating all my real life stuff. I better call her and I am going to do it while cleaning my toilet. I cannot think of a better paring than SSDI and toilet bowl scrubbing.
Later, and thanks to everyone who was cool.
Anna
I am so glad you are back and feeling sassy! Sassy is a good place to be! We missed you!
LOL I don't know if I am feeling sassy.... I kind of feel pretty gross. I could not get SSDI lady. I left her a message, which means I need to call later today a couple of times.
Somehow, I got it into my head in a sort of, uh, karmic? Superstitious? Yeah that is the better word. I was thinking the cleaner I got the bathroom, the more likely it would be I would leave. I did things to "my" toilet I have never done before (or since I sincerely hope.) I have washed my hands so often I feel like Lady Macbeth. Also it is NO fun looking at the walls and going, "Is that dirt? Or something else? Was it here before me? I can't REMEMBER!" And just going "Arrrgh clean it ALL. Don't think, just do it." That is a relatively small bathroom with annoying finishes, I think the toilet I attacked might have been a former SCHOOL toilet type deal. I don't want to consider THAT either.
So yeah, it's been like an hour and a half, just getting everything clean except the bathtub. I better do it SOON because then I am going to TENS unit my back and like, do some yoga later. I sincerely hope.
Tomorrow I am going down to Tucson to clean the other house. It needs to be done. The husband is finishing up painting the outside as our painters vanished anyway. He also has to 'burn" the bushes. I like offered to help and he was like, SO condescending. He was like, "I would have to teach you how." I was like, "Dude, I'm pretty good at fire." He was all like, "EVERYONE says that but they don't know." I was like, "Um honey YOU burned down the house, remember?" "See what I mean, that's what everyone says." I told him I would YouTube like, "how to burn weeds" and see what I could find out.
He is super cranky and overheated but he has to finish the paint job, the steps (we were gonna pay someone but we can't really afford it.) He is not happy about this. I don't blame him
I am pretty sure I can get the house in excellent shape especially as I will immediately leave it. I don't want to dribble coffee on a brand new carpet, for example. Keeping THIS house clean is hard enough. LOL.
So then I will burn weeds until I'm too tired and be like, "Honey, I am outta here" and he can just stay and finish. Oy, it's unfortunate I may even have to go and get my work boxes without him but we shall see. He is in a super bad mood but I completely don't blame him in the slightest.
I know me and a flamethrower sound like a terrible idea but well, it also sounds like kinda FUN.
Okay I MUST get up and finish this bathroom. Then I bathe, and look up all about how to burn weeds. Plus, BURN them? This seems crazy maybe they are too big to cut down or something. Guess I will be finding OUT.
Anna
Somehow, I got it into my head in a sort of, uh, karmic? Superstitious? Yeah that is the better word. I was thinking the cleaner I got the bathroom, the more likely it would be I would leave. I did things to "my" toilet I have never done before (or since I sincerely hope.) I have washed my hands so often I feel like Lady Macbeth. Also it is NO fun looking at the walls and going, "Is that dirt? Or something else? Was it here before me? I can't REMEMBER!" And just going "Arrrgh clean it ALL. Don't think, just do it." That is a relatively small bathroom with annoying finishes, I think the toilet I attacked might have been a former SCHOOL toilet type deal. I don't want to consider THAT either.
So yeah, it's been like an hour and a half, just getting everything clean except the bathtub. I better do it SOON because then I am going to TENS unit my back and like, do some yoga later. I sincerely hope.
Tomorrow I am going down to Tucson to clean the other house. It needs to be done. The husband is finishing up painting the outside as our painters vanished anyway. He also has to 'burn" the bushes. I like offered to help and he was like, SO condescending. He was like, "I would have to teach you how." I was like, "Dude, I'm pretty good at fire." He was all like, "EVERYONE says that but they don't know." I was like, "Um honey YOU burned down the house, remember?" "See what I mean, that's what everyone says." I told him I would YouTube like, "how to burn weeds" and see what I could find out.
He is super cranky and overheated but he has to finish the paint job, the steps (we were gonna pay someone but we can't really afford it.) He is not happy about this. I don't blame him
I am pretty sure I can get the house in excellent shape especially as I will immediately leave it. I don't want to dribble coffee on a brand new carpet, for example. Keeping THIS house clean is hard enough. LOL.
So then I will burn weeds until I'm too tired and be like, "Honey, I am outta here" and he can just stay and finish. Oy, it's unfortunate I may even have to go and get my work boxes without him but we shall see. He is in a super bad mood but I completely don't blame him in the slightest.
I know me and a flamethrower sound like a terrible idea but well, it also sounds like kinda FUN.
Okay I MUST get up and finish this bathroom. Then I bathe, and look up all about how to burn weeds. Plus, BURN them? This seems crazy maybe they are too big to cut down or something. Guess I will be finding OUT.
Anna
I would use both (and leave out the sweetener) I've seen that recipe before... looks really good!
The flamethrower part sounds like fun as long as there’s no danger of burning buildings. Hoping you can get together with that SSDI lady later,
I've seen that before but don't recall where. 10 ml flavors don't cost much anyway and if you like some of them, you won't run out as fast. As I recall, the 5 ml sample pack wasn't a great deal anyway.
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