Mixed base and fixed all my tanks (and I mean fixed, not just "take everything out and start over). Interviews good bad, and ugly from F--Monday. I'll see how THAT goes. Less anxious. Was hoping to do testers today but the husband has food poisoning again (it's a semi regular affair, and it usually lasts all day) so I don't know what I will get done but I have base!
Saw the kiddo last night he got a bit sniffly from time to time we were discussing Deep Thoughts (primarily about bio dad). Kid doesn't want contact (I do not blame him one iota) but is also scared that he might die, etc.
Dude, I'm surprised he hasn't done it already, that guy. I just sort of soothingly told the kid that I have his dad's phone number and email and would keep it that way, if he ever changes his mind and GO with him to the funeral if he wanted, but that he didn't need to torture himself by having contact with someone it is both PAINFUL to watch, and painful to be around, and that even if he never contacted his dad, he had tons of other family and etc., and he shouldn't fret it right now, and that he'd be sad if his bio dad died whether he contacted him or not, because deep inside all the substances was a good, kind, and caring individual but it's pretty DEEP inside, and that he had every right to stay away and I supported his WHATEVER choice etc.
Didn't know what quite to say but eh, he seemed comforted. He said I was a good mom, and I did not even trot out my usual line ATM, "If you think I am a good mom well that reflects on YOUR goodness, not mine."
LOL I actually DO think I'm a fairly decent mom, actually.
Poor little thing.
Anna
Saw the kiddo last night he got a bit sniffly from time to time we were discussing Deep Thoughts (primarily about bio dad). Kid doesn't want contact (I do not blame him one iota) but is also scared that he might die, etc.
Dude, I'm surprised he hasn't done it already, that guy. I just sort of soothingly told the kid that I have his dad's phone number and email and would keep it that way, if he ever changes his mind and GO with him to the funeral if he wanted, but that he didn't need to torture himself by having contact with someone it is both PAINFUL to watch, and painful to be around, and that even if he never contacted his dad, he had tons of other family and etc., and he shouldn't fret it right now, and that he'd be sad if his bio dad died whether he contacted him or not, because deep inside all the substances was a good, kind, and caring individual but it's pretty DEEP inside, and that he had every right to stay away and I supported his WHATEVER choice etc.
Didn't know what quite to say but eh, he seemed comforted. He said I was a good mom, and I did not even trot out my usual line ATM, "If you think I am a good mom well that reflects on YOUR goodness, not mine."
LOL I actually DO think I'm a fairly decent mom, actually.
Poor little thing.
Anna