I'm not the biggest fan of honeydew melon even on my plate. Cucumber might be nicer.
My Bull City flavors came, that was FAST.
I'm not mixing dude. I need to vape down my mixes first.
It is official, the littlefoot is tiny but not thirsty I like it.
Made it to my doc and back through Tucson traffic. I was kinda more worried about the back, but once I made it past Sierra Vista there was not much traffic, and yeah it was dark but I could use my high beams a lot.
Doc and I have agreed (barring surprises and he thinks my headaches are stress but if they are not I get to go to neurology, whee. I has been my experience that neurologists are supremely unable to diagnose anything and they run expensive tests.)
Anyway I go back next Friday because lets face it, yes, I am anxious. I am not going to NOT be anxious until I meet with risk management lady, not because it is needed, but because she's horrible. So, I might as well get it over with and I need the income frankly.
I mean, that's not what we put on the FMLA form but that is pretty much what it is. He gave me some useful documentation on the law he was talking about which noted that Federally, ANY labwork can be gotten at ANY time, by ANY patient. It really is thing. He also gave me the name of an endocrinologist who DOESN"T suck. We'll see. He's probably out of network so that might suck, but "not a jerk" kind of also works for me.
Oy. Gotta drop that off today I wish I had a scanner here that works but I don't. Oh well could use more diet pepsi anyway. Also, ,yoga. I hurt all over yesterday. Which like sucks, but it is what it is.
He also raised my like , Adderall by 10 mg (at my request) it is crapping out too early and like, he was like a nervous deer about it. I kept telling him like, the CVS is professional but they don't CARE. They just fill your scripts because like, they are like, "If this chick was doing it illegally she would just go to Mexico." I also told him if they did not LIKE it, they would call him and not FILL it. Etc. This is because it's 10 mg more than the "recommended" daily dose or something .IDK. Dosing means nothing to me dood.
He also brought up the valium. I reminded him it was partly for the fine motor tremor, but that it was helping my anxiety and did he "Want to HELP my anxiety like, by LOWERING it and also, dude, I like this dose and it works but really can we have all our big benzo talk at the next visit.
Yeah.I'mma gonna think about changing SOMETHING ELSE.... In about 5 months. Maybe.
Anna