I feel just awful today. I really wanted to go to Walmart and I really kind of need to but it's been very hard to get off the couch and my head hurts.
IDK what to do. I am SO miserable with this better/worse stuff and have accepted the fact I may not be able to like take any Advil or Aspirin even though I really want to. I am just about to like, take some Tylenol.
I can handle like ,no NSAIDS if I must I mean.... Bad vs. worse it's not worth it if it makes my symptoms come back I can just suffer more but I really like, need to go to Walmart but I do not WANT to. I don't want to do ANYTHING and there are things I need to do. Maybe I can just let this day suck, take Tylenol and hope tomorrow is better.
I'm kind of really fuc
ing depressed that I can not string Three GOOD days together It's pathetic. I am also MAD AS HELL kinda I am so sick of this crap and having no answers, no medical care that is decent, nothing.
I have a couple doxycline pills dude, and I'm taking them I do NOT even care because they also do similar things as the Z-pack and I have that quinoline abx which I COULD take but I don't think it does as much to knock down inflammation either and I really DON'T want to but here's hoping the doxycycline does SOMETHING I wish I had a full 10 day worth but I don't.
I really don't want to be self treating with abx but frankly..... as far as covid there are a few tha actually HELP. It's too bad that Levoquin like doesn't I have a full course of THAT but for all I know the doc was like looking at the wrong X-ray or their equipment was terrible. I mean, he could not 'See" my scarring and I am sorry I have been SHOWN my scarring but like "F" because it DOESN"T go away that is what a scar IS.
I hate everything. I am not sick enough to go to the ER, but I am sick enough to be thoroughly miserable and I have been so for OVER A MONTH.
I just WAAAAH want to end things at this point. I'm not going to I KNOW I will get better but I think now I understand how like people with chronic Lyme disease feel. All these annoying subacute symtoms that most doctors are like 'Meh" about and they are RUINING my happiness and abiltiy to do stuff. I can feel me getting worn down more all the time and then I have a couple good days and NO. Maybe tomorrow will be good and I will not take Advil and it will stay good but honestly it makes no sense cuz everyone except that French group said it's fine.
With that said, maybe they are hoping people POISON themselves and die from it.
Maybe I will be like "Rocky" and drink ten raw eggs for breakfast and just do yoga UNPAINKILLED it's probably better.
Yeah I might take the other abx, not because I think they will do much, but I am pretty unlikely (UNLESS I am on steroids, which I'm not) to snap a tendon. I already have peripheral neuropathy from lithium I doubt it's gonna make it worse.
Sorry for the gigantic WINE whine, which is still a kick .... mix.
But, MAN
Anna
IDK what to do. I am SO miserable with this better/worse stuff and have accepted the fact I may not be able to like take any Advil or Aspirin even though I really want to. I am just about to like, take some Tylenol.
I can handle like ,no NSAIDS if I must I mean.... Bad vs. worse it's not worth it if it makes my symptoms come back I can just suffer more but I really like, need to go to Walmart but I do not WANT to. I don't want to do ANYTHING and there are things I need to do. Maybe I can just let this day suck, take Tylenol and hope tomorrow is better.
I'm kind of really fuc

I have a couple doxycline pills dude, and I'm taking them I do NOT even care because they also do similar things as the Z-pack and I have that quinoline abx which I COULD take but I don't think it does as much to knock down inflammation either and I really DON'T want to but here's hoping the doxycycline does SOMETHING I wish I had a full 10 day worth but I don't.
I really don't want to be self treating with abx but frankly..... as far as covid there are a few tha actually HELP. It's too bad that Levoquin like doesn't I have a full course of THAT but for all I know the doc was like looking at the wrong X-ray or their equipment was terrible. I mean, he could not 'See" my scarring and I am sorry I have been SHOWN my scarring but like "F" because it DOESN"T go away that is what a scar IS.
I hate everything. I am not sick enough to go to the ER, but I am sick enough to be thoroughly miserable and I have been so for OVER A MONTH.
I just WAAAAH want to end things at this point. I'm not going to I KNOW I will get better but I think now I understand how like people with chronic Lyme disease feel. All these annoying subacute symtoms that most doctors are like 'Meh" about and they are RUINING my happiness and abiltiy to do stuff. I can feel me getting worn down more all the time and then I have a couple good days and NO. Maybe tomorrow will be good and I will not take Advil and it will stay good but honestly it makes no sense cuz everyone except that French group said it's fine.
With that said, maybe they are hoping people POISON themselves and die from it.
Maybe I will be like "Rocky" and drink ten raw eggs for breakfast and just do yoga UNPAINKILLED it's probably better.
Yeah I might take the other abx, not because I think they will do much, but I am pretty unlikely (UNLESS I am on steroids, which I'm not) to snap a tendon. I already have peripheral neuropathy from lithium I doubt it's gonna make it worse.
Sorry for the gigantic WINE whine, which is still a kick .... mix.
But, MAN
Anna