Good morning everyone. Sad day in our house this morning, there was an email sent by my first-grader's principal last night around 10pm. There has been a tragedy involving 5 children from our area, 3 of those children went to the same school as my daughter. There are counselors on hand in the classrooms today to help, so I didn't discuss it with her. She's never lost a friend, family member, or even a pet, so I didn't want to get involved in that conversation early in the morning. There was a news crew in front of the school this morning while I was dropping her off.

Now it's going to become sensationalized and rumors and gossip are going to be flying, and my child is going to be hearing it from all sides and it opens up a huge can of worms I don't have the strength to deal with right now. She is in counseling for abandonment issues, if that sheds some light on my dilemma.
Sorry to explode on you all. Just know that I smoked today, for the first time since Saturday, and had to bum one from a friend because I am not buying another pack. And I'm angry about the state of the world we live in and parents who would hurt their kids to this extent.
I'll be positive later, sorry to be Debbie Downer. . .