Like so many others, there were a million reasons, but here's the short version - a pack and a half smoker for 18 years, have tried to quit at least 30 times, have always wanted the quit, but like someone else said, I love smoking - not what it does to you or what I smell like - or even what I paid for it - but the whole ritual of smoking is mostly what I was addicted to. I've already had pneumonia and bronchitis numerous times and was hospitalized back in 2004 for 4 days due to breathing issues - at the age of 34, there I was hooked up to oxygen for four days with my 4 year old son having to come see his Mom like this.
My son and my husband both hated my smoking - hate isn't even strong enough of a word. It was becoming too much of an issues, I was terrified for my health and I couldn't stand the money I spending on it. So, my cousins husband showed me his Nuvo one day last summer - I ordered one but first, they aren't that great and second, since I tend to be "all or nothing", I ordered the carts with 0 nic. Needless to say, it didn't work. Then Hurricane Sandy hit - my husband now has a job that requires him to be at work during weather like that and I knew we wouldn't see him for days - so, myself, my son and the dogs were on our own - I kept thinking, as I had in the past, could I take care of us if something went wrong? I got winded going upstairs! During the storm, I would find myself sticking my head out the door in the middle of this violent hurricane, with pieces of my house flying around, just to have a smoke - I was sick and tired of cigs having that kind of power over me. Lastly, my husband's job site was unexpectedly flooded and our car was totaled. We bought a 2010 Honda CRV, that I would drive, and he was
begging me not to smoke in it. Humiliating.
So, I found ECF, lurked, got confused, lurked, got more confused, found a link to a starter kit posted for someone else, and the adventure began! Took a while to sort out the pg/vg issues, flavor issues and the right nic strength - but, it all clicked and tomorrow will be a week without a cig. I cannot believe it. So very happy though - this I can do!!
