You can always sell it after the deeming for at least what you have into it if you cant deal with it.I wonder if adding mineral oil would make it feel smoother and I could actually get one. I had a cutting board that I didn't like the feel of like I literally couldn't touch the darn thing after a few uses and now that I've got mineral oil applied to it every few months it's smooth. I'm kind of afraid if I get the Luna I'm going to have a mod that I literally can't look at without getting the heebie-jeebies