If you did, then you may remember when a pack cost 45 cents and a carton $3. You remember when the tobacco companies were found guilty of making cigarettes more addictive and had to shell out millions, and who paid those millions? We did, their addict! You watched as your costs rose from every local, state and federal government slapping a sin tax on us when they needed more funds. It never felt quite fair to me, but I felt powerless, because I was hooked.
If you've smoked for decades then you probably have tried to quit at least once. Did you try some of those nicotine replacements? Patches, gum, inhalers, lozenges? Did you not feel like they were all invented by non-smokers who just didn't understand what smoking was all about? Was it not like kissing through a screen door...a tease without the satisfaction?
For 40 years I smoked cigarettes, over 2 packs a day. For the past 20 of those years I have wanted to stop, tried countless times, spent thousands of dollars (did you know you can buy lots of nicotine replacement products on Ebay) got as much as 3 months together at one point. I was proud of myself on the outside and miserable on the inside. It was not a pretty way to live.
5 months ago when I tried my first e-cig my expectations were pretty low. Imagine my surprise!!!! I haven't been this excited about anything since I discovered Prozac and wanted to put it in the drinking water! I want to buy a dozen kits and hand them out on street corners!
Now, I realize that not everyone will embrace this the way that I have. I think that some of the people that I've rattled on and on to think I'm a little crazy. That's okay, I've been called worse.
But this forum, you dear, dear people *get* me. You are my comrades in the truest definition of that word. I have been coming here for 2 months now, finally got up the nerve to post (I'm a shy gal) and on Saturday I'm going to meet up with locals from here. I'm excited.
My whole world has changed. Almost 6 months off cigarettes and I'm tasting things and smelling things that I haven't smelled or tasted since I was 13. I've been thinking of jogging, I know my lungs could take it, I just wonder about these old knees.
What I just can't seem to believe is that I am experiencing all these benefits and still am able to get the satisfaction I got from smoking. I am very very happy. Thanks to all of you!
A quick note about my name choice....The Fool is the first card of the Archetypes in the tarot deck. I'll get a picture of it up when I figure out how. The card shows a young man with a nap sack starting out on a journey....a new beginning. It seemed appropriate.
If you've smoked for decades then you probably have tried to quit at least once. Did you try some of those nicotine replacements? Patches, gum, inhalers, lozenges? Did you not feel like they were all invented by non-smokers who just didn't understand what smoking was all about? Was it not like kissing through a screen door...a tease without the satisfaction?
For 40 years I smoked cigarettes, over 2 packs a day. For the past 20 of those years I have wanted to stop, tried countless times, spent thousands of dollars (did you know you can buy lots of nicotine replacement products on Ebay) got as much as 3 months together at one point. I was proud of myself on the outside and miserable on the inside. It was not a pretty way to live.
5 months ago when I tried my first e-cig my expectations were pretty low. Imagine my surprise!!!! I haven't been this excited about anything since I discovered Prozac and wanted to put it in the drinking water! I want to buy a dozen kits and hand them out on street corners!
Now, I realize that not everyone will embrace this the way that I have. I think that some of the people that I've rattled on and on to think I'm a little crazy. That's okay, I've been called worse.
My whole world has changed. Almost 6 months off cigarettes and I'm tasting things and smelling things that I haven't smelled or tasted since I was 13. I've been thinking of jogging, I know my lungs could take it, I just wonder about these old knees.

A quick note about my name choice....The Fool is the first card of the Archetypes in the tarot deck. I'll get a picture of it up when I figure out how. The card shows a young man with a nap sack starting out on a journey....a new beginning. It seemed appropriate.
