This has to be he hardest post I've ever had to write.
We never even got to the operation. A CT scan with contrast was done last night. My small intestines are covered with cancer. Nothing can be done. An x-ray is scheduled to see if there is actual blockage. If not, it's probably the ascites causing my intestines to constrict from the pressure.
I will look into trials as that is now my only hope. Honestly, I'm not sure how I want to proceed. I have some serious soul searching to do.
Pardon me if I disappear for a couple of days. You all have been so supportive and I am so sorry to have to bring you this devastating news.
I don't think any of us can get our heads around it. It's just not right.I've had about 24 hours now to let Robin's awful news sink in. Last night I was literally too nauseous to respond. I couldn't even get my head around it.![]()
I'm gonna start this off by saying what ya'll have probably surmised already . I am anti-social , opinionated and can be downright hostile if rubbed the wrong way . But when BK and I met Robin and some of her family it was like talking to an old friend , just immediately comfortable with her . And I gotta say it makes me sick to my stomach just thinking about this situation , echoing Bronze , it just ain't right .I don't think any of us can get our heads around it. It's just not right.
Me too, Bud. Me too. It makes me angry, then sad, then despondent. Round and round. I pray God is patting her on the head to let her know she is one of his best pieces of work and everything will be fine.I'm gonna start this off by saying what ya'll have probably surmised already . I am anti-social , opinionated and can be downright hostile if rubbed the wrong way . But when BK and I met Robin and some of her family it was like talking to an old friend , just immediately comfortable with her . And I gotta say it makes me sick to my stomach just thinking about this situation , echoing Bronze , it just ain't right .
Some people can't cook, some people don't wanna cook...I can't justify paying someone else to cook what I can cook myself...