Okay man, what an afternoon. LOL. I think I get this ESL thing now. By transforming it into music, I am able to overcome my inhibitions and dance like a monkey, pair words to gestures, and even navigate the online platform. I kept reminding myself that I have applied to and even taken far more humiliating jobs than this. Partially lighting, camera, all dat well, they matter. So I basically sat around recording myself and acting like a freak in front of the camera and learning the lesson plan backwards and forwards until I could stand to watch. (Myself, live.) LOL.
The husband was making fun of me until I started following him around and offering words, gestures and phrases, and requesting he repeat it back to me and etc. The company I wouldn't feel like a complete jerk working for is interviewing me basically Monday night. I got plenty more practicing.
I must say, I DO FIND the inherent "social networks" bias HORRIFIC, in jobs these days. No, I'm not going to run around begging everyone I know to write me a reference, I'm just not that type.
Thank god I'm getting old, it's HORRIBLE. I mean, yeah, I could ask people but I would feel like a prostitute doing it, and I FEEL so sorry for youth to come. It's not who you know in the neighborhood these days, even, it's like, who do you know online?
What happened to 3 professional references. Anyway, I guess we shall see what happens and etc. Jesus.
Anna