I have not have a sickness like Cancer strike me or anyone close. I know that makes things different. Divorce made me strong and not afraid. Death is not divorce but I know it will be the same for you Delores. I can JUST TELL you are smart.
Kiss to Rudy
Rudy is holding steady so far. Meds seem to be doing the trick, but I’m going to ask about his diet too.
Everybody said I was so strong. I sure did not feel that way. I felt so scared, so incompetent. It took me two and a half years to get my pension, and that was a stress I didn’t need on top of the illness and loss. I was just about to sell the house and look for a mobile home when I got my approval.
But I’m past the worst of my anxiety. And I always try to remember that if I survived all that, and all that was a serious .... kicking, there’s little I can’t survive.
Rudy is resting peacefully with Georgia close by. Hot out already. Got to water my plants then I’m just going to clean and rewick my tanks today. Maybe try some new mixes.

