Eskie I'm trying really hard to muster up an ounce of sympathy for you but having a bit of trouble. LOL, I don't get to do sedation, I don't GET to do opiates, and my painkiller of choice may have ruined my entire career (although to be frank, it's way better than what sedation and OPIATES do to my life, I wouldn't have been here at all, probably hanging out on some corner somewhere trying to barter my services for something else.
LOL, I guess I do feel sympathetic now that I projected my CURRENT situation against my hypotheitical situation. LOL. Although, nasal vaping is good to practice, and it will probably HELP you not hurt your nose when you do it all woozy from the surgery and whatnot.
Probably God's PROTECTING you and your nose, AND you get a shiny. LOL. Congrats.
Also I apologize retroactively and futurisitically for ANY posts made/to be made in advance, for reals. I'm gonna go take more horse tranquilizer now.
The husband finally took his headphones off, he had them ON for about a half hour after our "coming home to the loving wife," conversation we had. LOL.
I'm not even praying for death, because that's not REALISTIC. It's not like my Creator's gonna be like, "Yes, you self centered brat, you have suffered enough, now welcome to hell."
I'm hoping I have a little while to straighten out my attitude before applying to St. Peter or whatever happens next, etc. I really.... If I WERE St. Peter, I would turn me away in my current condition.
I'm kind of shocked my entire family hasn't DISOWNED me yet.

OF course self hate just breed self hate so...………….
WHAT SHINY ARE YOU GETTING I MUST KNOW.
Anna