Yeah, it doesn't help either that tobacco contains four naturally occurring MAOIs. This has been relatively recent buzz in tobacco research. At least, recent buzz to the public.
This is why people are going to WTA.
I remember when I first started vaping. I was in full "no more analog" mode. I must admit that while the nic in the juice did get rid of the cravings, it took a couple weeks to adjust to not having those MAOIs.
I was a bit moody and depressed.
So yeah, makes you "feel better."
I foolishly started smoking again off and on a while back. But now I am kind of in a circumstance where I must keep my head on straight. The repercussions for falling into depression right now too consequential. Ergo, I find the need to keep a pack around. Though trying to cut it back as much as possible and quit altogether once I get my legs fully under me.
I know that sounds like an excuse. And it kind of is. But just some heavy things going on in life right now. My reactions to such have and will have huge affects on those around me. (Not talking about going off nuts or anything. Just the wrong word spoken in depression right now can really hurt people in bad ways, because the people around me are going through it too. And most of them look to me for answers. Or the things that will get messed up if I fall into a negative mindset also affect those around me.)
But I do also find that there is a pivoting point. One or two cigarettes can make me feel good. After that, they start to have a reverse affect. Is it guilt? Is it too much of all the WTA? I dunno. It may have something to do with the fact that if I go full smoking, I am looking at 3 packs a day. That just might be too much of everything lol
Or have I gotten back to the place where I am overthinking everything again?