Warning: If'n you're having a good day, skip this post. But I just felt like coming 'home' to my extended family and letting go. This had got to be one of the worst days of my life.
When I got home from church this morning looking forward to a day of DIY renovating the laundry area - I got the news that my best friend for 30 years succumbed to a sudden and unexpected heart attach yesterday. I'm devastated.
We met when our kids were about 5 years old and became friends straight away. Our kids grew up together and we shared lots of happiness and tragedies together. Ed was the kind of friend that would drop everything any time day or night to help me out. And likewise I was there for him. We laughed together during the good times and were there to lean on each other throughout he bad times. And for both of us there was enough of each to go around.
Ed and I could really talk to each other. Probably said things we've never mentioned to anyone else about our feelings and how we each dealt with them. Like the Vegas line - what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas. Well what we could say to each other went no further for some of the talking sessions.
He was troubled for a long time and his health was going down. Dang ... no matter how we tried we couldn't get him off cigarettes and try vaping, even with the kits we gave him. He had coughing spells when I thought I'd have to rush him to the emergency room. His first marriage ended badly when the kids were grown. His oldest son has struggled on and off since a teenager with hard drugs. He second marriage started off really nice and he seemed to be really happy for the 1st time in a long time. Then she turned nasty, filed for divorce and took him for just about everything, including his house.
He wound up living in the basement of his older son's house along w/ the women his son was hooked up with. She was decent and straight but not too bright. The one night the woman and Ed had to throw Eddie out of the house w/ his belongings because once again he started riding the horse.
I'm trying to look at what ever positive I can see right now. He was on vacation w/ his daughter and other son (who is pretty successful roofing contractor). The were in Bethany Beach and doing a lot of beach time w/ his grandkids who were the light of his life. And out on his sons fishing boating doing plenty of fishing. So I guess if your time comes ... what better time then when your at one of your happy places, doing the things you really enjoy, with those you love.
We that are left behind are grieving ... but I pray he is at rest and his worldly troubles are finally over. Peace and love to you my friend you shall be missed but never forgotten.
I gotta quick now .. because I gone on long enough .. and I can't stop crying.
Peach and Love to all my friends. Thanks for being here.
Thanks for sharing your heart with us, Mike. Glad you know that we are here for you, in good times and bad. {{{Hugs and prayers}}} for you my friend! May you find comfort and peace in His arms.