Man I forgot "my every chocolate mix." It's just sitting there, but everything vape I touch lately... I loaded up my Rose tank with my Butter mint mix and it tasted really weird, but I also did such a poor coil instillation, it leaked like a sieve, first time.
Nothing will happen this EVENING. OMG, I think I had my hardest workday ever, like I was at my usual location, scheduling sick patients with great abandon and I think the docs were all like "We don't want you sick." I was all like, "LOOK I am 45 DAMNIT not old, I know how to use a facemask, and how to wash my hands. l have washed my hands for many decades." So THEN I got told "Go to other location" and I looked around and realized I needed half my office, had no boxes, and like, called the husband and started just packing. It greatly sucked. Thank Goodness the husband is like 22 years sober because he came and helped. Everyone all was like, "Holy bjeasus is that your stuff?" and I was like 'Now you know why I ask for information before I come here, I can't bring it all every time."
I have no phone, the scheduler did not do as instructed so then I had to reschedule a bunch of well patients, but it's probably better for me to be where I am. No phone and not connected to the printers yet, sigh. But whatev. I am in a new location and I think the guy in charge is trying to kill me because like, he wants me to stay. I am JUST FRIED. Yes, I think I can handle one thread on ECF.
I don't care who said what on the shiny thread, but it's all okay with me. Maybe I'll mix more but so far this week I've been on the couch, gibbering. After dinner. I am watching "Scrubs" I needed a more cheerful like, show. Not furloughed yet.
And just as WELL because my idiot child who kept arguing with me about COVID-19 just bought a new car and he may lose his job. I am going to have to pay HIS car payment for a while, UNLESS I work at Walmart. In that case, it's every person for themselves, dude. LOL.
You know back when I seriously hallucinated I had several VERY vivid like apocalypse hallucinations. Like this one where the world was EMPTY and papers and trash everywhere and just me and the husband at the coffee shop. The world was empty and decrepit for hours, but I just followed the husband like a duckling because no one wants to hear about my hallucinations. Really. LOL. THIS one is just annoying, irritating, and like, stupid. I don't want to apocalypse my way out of this world wiping down coffee with bleach for 8 hours without a break, while placing it on Walmart's shelves. I kind of sometimes think China is trying to reverse positions with us. I also NEVER freaking imagined an apocalypse where like, TP was this HUGE DEAL. I was like, "If you are fighting of demons" (hello, Hillary Minions, LOL) you are not so WORRIED about the state of your .... you just are like, "I can wash it after I'm dead."
Maybe that is hell, done to death by demons and sent to a vacant area without even toilets, no toilet paper anywhere, or only already used. It sounds like something Dante would come up with given his political climate his Inferno is actually hilarious, there were a few popes he was NOT fond of.
Or water. People seem all UP IN ARMS about that. Douglas has a perfectly FINE water supply I don't get it.
God I hope this is over in a month. Maybe I will be gracious and remain at my current location they were all really super helpful and nice, at least their couple busiest days per week. Seems fair.
But, no decisions! Too fried, Thanks for the warm welcome LOL @Bronze of course I missed you. Husband is 22 years sober today and I got 5 years off opiates like, the day before. lt just worked out that way. ETOH a lot longer like 20 years but you don't get to count it.
No new fun emails from the CDC today, I wonder if Corona will change its beer name? I bet they won't and even if they did a bunch of 51 alcoholics are gathering going "huh huh huh we are drinking CORONA." Seriously probably MANY bunches of them. I could not even go to a meeting thanks to the no gathering thing and I NEEDED one. Big time.
You know, life. Never boring it's all I can say. My husband found me chicken hearts. I am FULLY prepared to eat them, but not today. I can barely move. I am so behind. But that's how it is when, well, is there REALLY an oxygen shortage? I seem to breathe it fine every day although if there IS one being on a tank (I would be a veteran COPD tank person by now) that sounds stressful.
That was what I was trying to explain to my kid, does a few old and young deaths warrant all this? He really thought I was heartless and cruel, and I was like, "DUDE DO YOU WANT to spend the apocalypse walking everywhere unless your mommy can send you money because you just took out your first car loan?" (I was proud at the time but to be fair, it was before this nonsense.)
I will say the families that agree with me and want to rant (the sane ones) cheer me up. They are so super irritated. Especially when I disclose key CDC statements of inanity. (No one made me sign a non disclosure agreement dude, my loyalty is to my patients not the CDC,.)
I'm hoping 6 weeks and sanity may return. If I could find a way to shut of all media communications I might. I mean yeah, I feel sad for the confirmed cases, but we will ALL be confirmed ANYWAY is what the CDC is saying so their pretend "quarantine' is fine except for all the people losing their jobs insurance, savings and everything. I'm just lucky I mail ordered 3 months of meds, for the most part.
My mom is still alive. Thank GOD I could not deal with an estate thing just now. OMG.
But yeah had the one cigarette and now vaping away. I think I am fine on dough except they reinstated my student loan and that means applying for a bunch of relief programs and I have to be current and OH I will think about that this weekend if the first nuclear bomb is not lobbied.
China, you wily bunch we have all depended on you too much.
Trump's so right. There I said it. If we were less spread out and underwater financially we might have a chance of making our OWN stuff.
Or there is no message, it's pointless and etc. BUT I have hallucinated BUNCH of like, dying society hallucinations and NONE featured TOILET paper. I got parents worried about their kids growing out of their DIAPERS. I reply "I was a granola mom and used cloth and not even a freaking service, you get most of the poop and stuff in the toilet and then you wash long and hot with BLEACH and the baby will like them better if you learn to do it right."
LOL I can't really believe what I am counseling in the apocalypse. I don't think a kid EVER died from a lack of a diaper but how to um, eliminate in FULL METAL JACKET BUT MOST OF ALL DIAPER SAFETY seems to be a theme of mine.
I preferred the hallucinations. Thank you ALL for the warm welcome. I gotta eat any sec.
((Hugs guys, LOL we all gonna hang in there.))
Turtles reminds me of going to the aquarium every week with my kid and starting there in reverent silence watching them underwater.
They made you exit through the SHARK tank though and by that I mean they designed it so HUGE sharks and fish surrounded you. Leaving was the worst .The kid loved it, me not so much.
Anna+
Nothing will happen this EVENING. OMG, I think I had my hardest workday ever, like I was at my usual location, scheduling sick patients with great abandon and I think the docs were all like "We don't want you sick." I was all like, "LOOK I am 45 DAMNIT not old, I know how to use a facemask, and how to wash my hands. l have washed my hands for many decades." So THEN I got told "Go to other location" and I looked around and realized I needed half my office, had no boxes, and like, called the husband and started just packing. It greatly sucked. Thank Goodness the husband is like 22 years sober because he came and helped. Everyone all was like, "Holy bjeasus is that your stuff?" and I was like 'Now you know why I ask for information before I come here, I can't bring it all every time."
I have no phone, the scheduler did not do as instructed so then I had to reschedule a bunch of well patients, but it's probably better for me to be where I am. No phone and not connected to the printers yet, sigh. But whatev. I am in a new location and I think the guy in charge is trying to kill me because like, he wants me to stay. I am JUST FRIED. Yes, I think I can handle one thread on ECF.
I don't care who said what on the shiny thread, but it's all okay with me. Maybe I'll mix more but so far this week I've been on the couch, gibbering. After dinner. I am watching "Scrubs" I needed a more cheerful like, show. Not furloughed yet.
And just as WELL because my idiot child who kept arguing with me about COVID-19 just bought a new car and he may lose his job. I am going to have to pay HIS car payment for a while, UNLESS I work at Walmart. In that case, it's every person for themselves, dude. LOL.
You know back when I seriously hallucinated I had several VERY vivid like apocalypse hallucinations. Like this one where the world was EMPTY and papers and trash everywhere and just me and the husband at the coffee shop. The world was empty and decrepit for hours, but I just followed the husband like a duckling because no one wants to hear about my hallucinations. Really. LOL. THIS one is just annoying, irritating, and like, stupid. I don't want to apocalypse my way out of this world wiping down coffee with bleach for 8 hours without a break, while placing it on Walmart's shelves. I kind of sometimes think China is trying to reverse positions with us. I also NEVER freaking imagined an apocalypse where like, TP was this HUGE DEAL. I was like, "If you are fighting of demons" (hello, Hillary Minions, LOL) you are not so WORRIED about the state of your .... you just are like, "I can wash it after I'm dead."
Maybe that is hell, done to death by demons and sent to a vacant area without even toilets, no toilet paper anywhere, or only already used. It sounds like something Dante would come up with given his political climate his Inferno is actually hilarious, there were a few popes he was NOT fond of.
Or water. People seem all UP IN ARMS about that. Douglas has a perfectly FINE water supply I don't get it.
God I hope this is over in a month. Maybe I will be gracious and remain at my current location they were all really super helpful and nice, at least their couple busiest days per week. Seems fair.
But, no decisions! Too fried, Thanks for the warm welcome LOL @Bronze of course I missed you. Husband is 22 years sober today and I got 5 years off opiates like, the day before. lt just worked out that way. ETOH a lot longer like 20 years but you don't get to count it.
No new fun emails from the CDC today, I wonder if Corona will change its beer name? I bet they won't and even if they did a bunch of 51 alcoholics are gathering going "huh huh huh we are drinking CORONA." Seriously probably MANY bunches of them. I could not even go to a meeting thanks to the no gathering thing and I NEEDED one. Big time.
You know, life. Never boring it's all I can say. My husband found me chicken hearts. I am FULLY prepared to eat them, but not today. I can barely move. I am so behind. But that's how it is when, well, is there REALLY an oxygen shortage? I seem to breathe it fine every day although if there IS one being on a tank (I would be a veteran COPD tank person by now) that sounds stressful.
That was what I was trying to explain to my kid, does a few old and young deaths warrant all this? He really thought I was heartless and cruel, and I was like, "DUDE DO YOU WANT to spend the apocalypse walking everywhere unless your mommy can send you money because you just took out your first car loan?" (I was proud at the time but to be fair, it was before this nonsense.)
I will say the families that agree with me and want to rant (the sane ones) cheer me up. They are so super irritated. Especially when I disclose key CDC statements of inanity. (No one made me sign a non disclosure agreement dude, my loyalty is to my patients not the CDC,.)
I'm hoping 6 weeks and sanity may return. If I could find a way to shut of all media communications I might. I mean yeah, I feel sad for the confirmed cases, but we will ALL be confirmed ANYWAY is what the CDC is saying so their pretend "quarantine' is fine except for all the people losing their jobs insurance, savings and everything. I'm just lucky I mail ordered 3 months of meds, for the most part.
My mom is still alive. Thank GOD I could not deal with an estate thing just now. OMG.
But yeah had the one cigarette and now vaping away. I think I am fine on dough except they reinstated my student loan and that means applying for a bunch of relief programs and I have to be current and OH I will think about that this weekend if the first nuclear bomb is not lobbied.
China, you wily bunch we have all depended on you too much.
Trump's so right. There I said it. If we were less spread out and underwater financially we might have a chance of making our OWN stuff.
Or there is no message, it's pointless and etc. BUT I have hallucinated BUNCH of like, dying society hallucinations and NONE featured TOILET paper. I got parents worried about their kids growing out of their DIAPERS. I reply "I was a granola mom and used cloth and not even a freaking service, you get most of the poop and stuff in the toilet and then you wash long and hot with BLEACH and the baby will like them better if you learn to do it right."
LOL I can't really believe what I am counseling in the apocalypse. I don't think a kid EVER died from a lack of a diaper but how to um, eliminate in FULL METAL JACKET BUT MOST OF ALL DIAPER SAFETY seems to be a theme of mine.
I preferred the hallucinations. Thank you ALL for the warm welcome. I gotta eat any sec.
((Hugs guys, LOL we all gonna hang in there.))
Turtles reminds me of going to the aquarium every week with my kid and starting there in reverent silence watching them underwater.
They made you exit through the SHARK tank though and by that I mean they designed it so HUGE sharks and fish surrounded you. Leaving was the worst .The kid loved it, me not so much.
Anna+
I've used both in my Arroz con Leche; can't tell the difference, but I'm a bad judge: I am pretty unimpressed by just about every flavor I've tried (my palate is either too jaded or too sensitive, I'm not sure which).
I like Dinner Lady Rice Pudding, too. There are various attempts at clones on All the Flavors; you might want to check them out.
Re vegetable glycerin, I can get it for $26.99 at Wizard Labs, where, if I order two, I qualify for free shipping, so it works out to be cheaper than Bull City's.
But this is much better. Thank you.
I'm liking these Irish drinking songs. Right now, the Clancy Brothers are singing "Jug of Punch." I started singing along with that one when I was a little girl. Saw them perform at St. Lawrence University when I was eight or so. The concert was held in the hockey arena, and Tommy Makem slipped on the ice and cracked his noggin on the way to the stage. He was a trouper, though: a bandage was applied and the show went on.
I like Pudding Base (VT), but for me it gets a little strange higher than .75%...... I like to pair it with a Bavarian Cream, Ice Cream, Custard, or Vienna Cream... It's more of an enhancer in my mixes. It really adds a nice pudding note when paired with those creams I mentioned.
Thankfully I paid the higher price which translates to better quality, even if it's the same stuff.
Super good to have you back
Maybe the new location will work out good.I keep forgetting to buy my VG and PG from them... they are so much cheaper. I always purchase my nicotine from them though.
With the shipping, River Supply works out to only about four bucks less than Wizard Labs, but that's the cost of a half-gallon of the milk I get with a dollar left over, so I won't sneeze at it.
I really like River supply's nic but once I got into buying a lifetime supply of nic (OR so I THOUGHT, this was prior to the understanding that if I didn't have a garage full of TP, I would almost immediately die. Had I known, I would have stocked LESS but the future, you can plan or not plan and either way, I guess TP was the commodity to purchase. I bet I could sell it on ebay for THOUSANDS of dollars and I am just SAYING but if they FURLOUGH me, well, we got a TON of like, diaper samples and I know the secret door code, so I my heart may be empty as I leave, but the trunk of the car will NOT be) it was Heartland's baby, all the way.
I like it, I even like it smells a bit like Nic, I LIKE nicotine. Oooh. I should never use the word "Nic" again, it's my older brother's shortened name (NICKOLAS, of COURSE the Russian spelling, because we had a Russian last name which like, I quickly learned was best said as "Betthioxudgotiing, R as in river, e as in egg..." I was SO happy to change my name to something SHORT dude where people were like, "The bird?" and I could be like, "Yep, with an e at the end. E, like BIRD EGG."
I am glad too. God I have so many vapes to fix and refill. It really is serious mixing time, and I will be making "apocalypse mixes" like "Orange Toupee and a dash of Citrus Sunburn" if time ever permits.
You know, I think the MOST annoying thing is like, we were all told to be super productive in an hour long meeting and then have to engage in like counter productive things, like rationing out the gloves. Although it is more chill and cheery at my new location. I also found it a little boring but boring is fairly AWESOME lately. So who knows.
The house. I can't... even..... We need to however, suck up the blood of contractors. They are immune. Those busy little beavers can't be put down. The husband signed off on the freaking demo today and they met in between Douglas and Tucson (Sierra Vista) in flagrant disregard for like, the "quarantine yourselves," order, and when they talked about turning in their like protective equipment, well, it tells me Trump has never been on a jobsite because they sat there laughing about how their "PPE" would be considered by medical professionals as HAZARDOUS waste, which it SO would. The husband said to me doubtfully, "I have a couple masks.... I don't know how sanitary they would be..." and I said, "If you even THOUGHT about wearing them under the house, do NOT bother, frankly you might want to set them on fire, just saying...."
Yep. "Biohazard COVID-19 mask flavor." It tastes like Teen Spirit, and I mean that in the sense that most teen "spirit" is like Axe body spray and prom disappointment with a little vape and tobacco thrown in. I am going to need a couple good floral flavors. A few of my worst mixes.
The disappointment? Oh hell, I can collect the tears of some person I talk to who cries, like every single day. Cigarettes are easy, there's tons of tobacco around here and I'm not doing an extraction, just a pinch of it, and fair enough, say I.
I think I will go try to fix some of these vapes. Probably an error but like, I can watch TV as I do it HOLY GOD I need to get to bed, it's LATE.
Tomorrow then gulping meds in preparation for YOGA. I ate the BEST chocolate cookie ever it was brought back from one of the docs from Guatemala he just went there (and yes, he is working with all the WELL children, so the logic there.. I'm not quite sure, but I also don't quite care) the point is it was like HALF truffle, half cookie and just drizzled all over, it would be like the Political version of a chocolate Oreo I think. I peeled off half and realized I had to eat the other half, it was all mangled and stuff (I could have thrown it away, but I try not to sin in that way.)
There was one left. I almost hid it to eat for dinner, but I also try to not sin in THAT way.
Night all, sweet dreams, I am off to watch the most sarcastic doctor ever, on Scrubs, he is naturally my favorite character..... In fact all the rest are vaguely annoying but I have never seen sarcasm done quite so brilliantly LOL.
Crud. Up at 5 yoga to work of the cookie and/or beef up for Walmart. I don't wanna. Trust me on this. Any of it, I don't wanna.
Anna
I like it, I even like it smells a bit like Nic, I LIKE nicotine. Oooh. I should never use the word "Nic" again, it's my older brother's shortened name (NICKOLAS, of COURSE the Russian spelling, because we had a Russian last name which like, I quickly learned was best said as "Betthioxudgotiing, R as in river, e as in egg..." I was SO happy to change my name to something SHORT dude where people were like, "The bird?" and I could be like, "Yep, with an e at the end. E, like BIRD EGG."
Super good to have you back
I am glad too. God I have so many vapes to fix and refill. It really is serious mixing time, and I will be making "apocalypse mixes" like "Orange Toupee and a dash of Citrus Sunburn" if time ever permits.
You know, I think the MOST annoying thing is like, we were all told to be super productive in an hour long meeting and then have to engage in like counter productive things, like rationing out the gloves. Although it is more chill and cheery at my new location. I also found it a little boring but boring is fairly AWESOME lately. So who knows.
The house. I can't... even..... We need to however, suck up the blood of contractors. They are immune. Those busy little beavers can't be put down. The husband signed off on the freaking demo today and they met in between Douglas and Tucson (Sierra Vista) in flagrant disregard for like, the "quarantine yourselves," order, and when they talked about turning in their like protective equipment, well, it tells me Trump has never been on a jobsite because they sat there laughing about how their "PPE" would be considered by medical professionals as HAZARDOUS waste, which it SO would. The husband said to me doubtfully, "I have a couple masks.... I don't know how sanitary they would be..." and I said, "If you even THOUGHT about wearing them under the house, do NOT bother, frankly you might want to set them on fire, just saying...."
Yep. "Biohazard COVID-19 mask flavor." It tastes like Teen Spirit, and I mean that in the sense that most teen "spirit" is like Axe body spray and prom disappointment with a little vape and tobacco thrown in. I am going to need a couple good floral flavors. A few of my worst mixes.
The disappointment? Oh hell, I can collect the tears of some person I talk to who cries, like every single day. Cigarettes are easy, there's tons of tobacco around here and I'm not doing an extraction, just a pinch of it, and fair enough, say I.
I think I will go try to fix some of these vapes. Probably an error but like, I can watch TV as I do it HOLY GOD I need to get to bed, it's LATE.
Tomorrow then gulping meds in preparation for YOGA. I ate the BEST chocolate cookie ever it was brought back from one of the docs from Guatemala he just went there (and yes, he is working with all the WELL children, so the logic there.. I'm not quite sure, but I also don't quite care) the point is it was like HALF truffle, half cookie and just drizzled all over, it would be like the Political version of a chocolate Oreo I think. I peeled off half and realized I had to eat the other half, it was all mangled and stuff (I could have thrown it away, but I try not to sin in that way.)
There was one left. I almost hid it to eat for dinner, but I also try to not sin in THAT way.
Night all, sweet dreams, I am off to watch the most sarcastic doctor ever, on Scrubs, he is naturally my favorite character..... In fact all the rest are vaguely annoying but I have never seen sarcasm done quite so brilliantly LOL.
Crud. Up at 5 yoga to work of the cookie and/or beef up for Walmart. I don't wanna. Trust me on this. Any of it, I don't wanna.
Anna
Thank you all for the tips on pudding... so VT it is and I will add some other creams too. FLV would be fine but costs more (I know, sometimes worth it)
My cheesecake (with extra graham) has mellowed out and really like it (with berries) Actually, I might try cookie next time (instead of graham) because it has a nice darker sweetness (caramel "edges") and more complex flavor, I say there are no rules... just because actual cheesecake has graham I've found cookie (the shortbread kind) to be similar and better. I think I also added some pre-made "vanilla butter-nut"... not sure, I was in a hurry and adjusting several mixes.
My cheesecake (with extra graham) has mellowed out and really like it (with berries) Actually, I might try cookie next time (instead of graham) because it has a nice darker sweetness (caramel "edges") and more complex flavor, I say there are no rules... just because actual cheesecake has graham I've found cookie (the shortbread kind) to be similar and better. I think I also added some pre-made "vanilla butter-nut"... not sure, I was in a hurry and adjusting several mixes.
Yeah, but if you add the $1.49 from that last time to the four dollars this time that means you are $5.49 closer to a million dollars. By the way, one should never sneeze while drinking milk. It's rather painful.
The local college has the first local virus case with a teacher in the hospital. My Dd works for City Hall and she's been quarantined at home due to her health conditions
We knew it would get worse but... I finally had way too much overload news. Non stop on all the news channels. Had to resort to watching anything else available......not much worth choosing but finally set on Deep Space 9. Oldies but some are new to me since when I worked I never got to watch much of anything.
I agree and I'm not watching any news.
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