Thanks for the kind words buddy.
Yeah the specialist gave me high hopes,guess I'm lucky we got it early.
Had to go to social services today,had a chat with the lady there just to see if there was any sort of help in case i got bad reaction from the radiotherapy.
Mom went thru it and so did my pops so I'm pretty well versed in the matter but some people are more affected then others.
So i just wanted to make sure that in case it hits me hard that social services could send someone home in case i need help with something if I'm not feeling good.
On the bright side I'm getting my radiotherapy at the same place my pops went,there was this nurse there that i kinda liked.
So this will be a chance to put my Caribbean green colored eyes to work and see if i can get a date
She did ask my pops for my number when he was going there so i think there might be a chance,who knows...karma and destiny act in weird ways doesn't it?
How is your recovery going buddy,you taking good care of yourself?
I'm sorry to hear about your diagnosis, Cloud. Needless to say, you have a lot of folks on here rooting for you. Hang in there man.Quick pop in to say hi.
Getting some new aromas delivered today,went crazy and ordered some stuff online.
Also found a great offer for a Hellvape Destiny rta,this color:
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Matches perfectly the Colossal i got from @chanelvaps ,thanks again
Had to get a second one since i love this atty,highly recommend it to anyone who is looking to try something new.
Decided to splurge on vaping stuff because at the moment I'm in my meh what the hell phase...already passed my why oh why god,why me!! phase.
Yeah starting radiotherapy next week,probably monday.
Results came back,had to get some more ''intrusive'' tests and now I'm the proud recipient of colon cancer....yay me.
Doc said they got it at a very very early stage,so yeah at least that is something.
Well anyway sorry for the downer post,I'll post a pic of my vape mail when it arrives.
cheers
I love the tuxedo as it looks fantastic with both black and silver and I suspect gold would look quite good too.... EnjoyVapemail!
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One very shiny Tux Mixx & one not-so-shiny Tux Mixx. Both sporting a Dvarw DL (big surprise)![]()
You've definitely made the right decision there. Wait until you know you're going to be ok is my thoughts.Hey folks
Spent all night worried,didn't know if to tell my pops or not about my thing.
Decided not to tell him,I'm not a liar but in this case i think i can forgiven.
Just told him that next week i am giving English classes and that it would just be to prepare someone for their English test at the Escuela de Idiomas (Spanish official Language School).
I'm getting only 20 sessions of radiotherapy so that is the time I'll be ''supposedly'' giving english classes.
Pops is already stressed enough with his health and him being in a good place (emotionally i mean) is a big plus for him,don't want him to get worried so yeah a small white lie.
Guys think I'm doing the correct thing?
I mean if my case were worst i would tell him but since they caught my Big C early i think it's best to spare him the trouble and him being stressed about,he already stressed and depressed enough.
I talk so much about my pops i thought i would present him to you folks:
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My new Hellvape Destiny RTA arrived,matchy matchy with the Colossal i got from @chanelvaps ,picking it up in a while so I'll post some pics later.
cheers
P.S: big headache today and not enough sleep so i haven't quoted any of the posts directed to me but know that i truly appreciate all the posts of support.
I think I would do the same thing under the circumstances. Adding stress to his recovery at this point serves no purpose. Keeping you guys in my thoughts!Hey folks
Spent all night worried,didn't know if to tell my pops or not about my thing.
Decided not to tell him,I'm not a liar but in this case i think i can forgiven.
Just told him that next week i am giving English classes and that it would just be to prepare someone for their English test at the Escuela de Idiomas (Spanish official Language School).
I'm getting only 20 sessions of radiotherapy so that is the time I'll be ''supposedly'' giving english classes.
Pops is already stressed enough with his health and him being in a good place (emotionally i mean) is a big plus for him,don't want him to get worried so yeah a small white lie.
Guys think I'm doing the correct thing?
I mean if my case were worst i would tell him but since they caught my Big C early i think it's best to spare him the trouble and him being stressed about,he already stressed and depressed enough.
I talk so much about my pops i thought i would present him to you folks:
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My new Hellvape Destiny RTA arrived,matchy matchy with the Colossal i got from @chanelvaps ,picking it up in a while so I'll post some pics later.
cheers
P.S: big headache today and not enough sleep so i haven't quoted any of the posts directed to me but know that i truly appreciate all the posts of support.
Hey folks
Spent all night worried,didn't know if to tell my pops or not about my thing.
Decided not to tell him,I'm not a liar but in this case i think i can forgiven.
Just told him that next week i am giving English classes and that it would just be to prepare someone for their English test at the Escuela de Idiomas (Spanish official Language School).
I'm getting only 20 sessions of radiotherapy so that is the time I'll be ''supposedly'' giving english classes.
Pops is already stressed enough with his health and him being in a good place (emotionally i mean) is a big plus for him,don't want him to get worried so yeah a small white lie.
Guys think I'm doing the correct thing?
I mean if my case were worst i would tell him but since they caught my Big C early i think it's best to spare him the trouble and him being stressed about,he already stressed and depressed enough.
I talk so much about my pops i thought i would present him to you folks:
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My new Hellvape Destiny RTA arrived,matchy matchy with the Colossal i got from @chanelvaps ,picking it up in a while so I'll post some pics later.
cheers
P.S: big headache today and not enough sleep so i haven't quoted any of the posts directed to me but know that i truly appreciate all the posts of support.
Good morning shinies
May your Wednesday make you feel closer to the weekend.![]()
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High country near Nimmitabel
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Didn't catch any trout but had a great day walking through the bush on the banks of the McLauglin. Didn't see another soul all day except a platypus, a wombat , a couple of swamp wallabies and some roos. (And a mob of the local merinos Ange.)
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Had my Boost with me today. Good little setup for a day out walking.
That's a kind thing to say but its normal for me and I don't do that muchand here's our Charlie, strong, dependable who has being fighting his own battles with much dignity for a long time. Never complains, helps others constantly and is a delight to have around, just wanted to acknowledge you too Charlie, you take care too.
You put that so well.and here's our Charlie, strong, dependable who has being fighting his own battles with much dignity for a long time. Never complains, helps others constantly and is a delight to have around, just wanted to acknowledge you too Charlie, you take care too.
That's a kind thing to say but its normal for me and I don't do that much
But thanks anyway it was a lovely thing to say and your not so bad yourself![]()
Hey folks
Spent all night worried,didn't know if to tell my pops or not about my thing.
Decided not to tell him,I'm not a liar but in this case i think i can forgiven.
Just told him that next week i am giving English classes and that it would just be to prepare someone for their English test at the Escuela de Idiomas (Spanish official Language School).
I'm getting only 20 sessions of radiotherapy so that is the time I'll be ''supposedly'' giving english classes.
Pops is already stressed enough with his health and him being in a good place (emotionally i mean) is a big plus for him,don't want him to get worried so yeah a small white lie.
Guys think I'm doing the correct thing?
I mean if my case were worst i would tell him but since they caught my Big C early i think it's best to spare him the trouble and him being stressed about,he already stressed and depressed enough.
I talk so much about my pops i thought i would present him to you folks:
View attachment 910969
My new Hellvape Destiny RTA arrived,matchy matchy with the Colossal i got from @chanelvaps ,picking it up in a while so I'll post some pics later.
cheers
P.S: big headache today and not enough sleep so i haven't quoted any of the posts directed to me but know that i truly appreciate all the posts of support.
I think for right this second it's not a bad decision, but you need to realize some of your own advice too.
You will need to be in positive spirits as you go through this, and reduce the stress in your own life as well, realizing stress isn't good for your health either.
You may have some side effects from radiation yourself (certainly dependant on what kind of radiation etc) so you need to keep an open mind that your decision not to say anything could fall through.
And, you'll likely end up needing to enlist some outside help for your dad as you go through this, most especially if you start experiencing side affects.
I just dont want you going in with unrealistic expectations, as you might not be able to hide it the whole time. Don't want you being disappointed or overly stressed if that day comes.
Although fingers and toes crossed and all prayers that won't happen.![]()
Oh Cloud, so very sorry to hear your news, however I just know you are going to beat this and be ok.
I'm sure you know this but they say if you had to choose which cancer to get...pick bowel as it has the best cure rate. My late mum had it at the age of 40, she lived to the age of 86! This was MANY DECADES ago and the treatments etc were not as advanced as they are now, you have thankfully caught it early, this as you know increases your odds too. You will survive!
Re telling your pops or not, nobody can tell you yes or no. He looks lovely BTW, however do consider the possible scenario,....somebody is assigned to come into the home to help, you are not there and the care giver knows about your condition and mentions it to your dad. Heaven forbid, he finds out that way, I'm sure he would be confused and upset to say the least.
I am not trying to add to your woes, just being the Devils Advocate here. I't easier for somebody not emotionally connected to look in from the outside and see the big picture. Ofcourse I don't know how "with it" or Lucid he is but you know often those closest to us, we try to protect them but they can be stronger than we think.
Anyway you will make the right decision, I wish you all the absolute best in this very difficult time, come here and vent any time, we all have your back here, bye for now.![]()