My interview went fine rather well actually. LOL, in the process of transferring my mixes from one room to another (they were right where I needed my computer to be) well, some of them tipped over. I hadn't labelled them yet. I was like, "I can do it. later."
That is an error I won't make again, no matter what. I think they're mostly in order and they're mostly pretty distinct, so I'm hoping I won't be vaping a round of mystery flavors.... And no, I haven't labeled them yet, will need to retaste. Joy (not the flavor).
LOL emailed a couple of personal references I've known for a while, and like, eh. If they say yes (the also know my mom) it will probably be because they know my mom, but bleugh. My eyes are crossing, I can't wait until the 13th (I see my pdoc). Well one of them won't she really likes me actually. If she says yes, it will probably be for that. I'm not even sure if I need to BOTHER except that well, you just never know with stuff so I will proceed as planned, until I find out one way or the other.
*I* wouldn't hire me, to be quite honest. I mean, I suck. But that's just a general round of self-hatred and self-blame that is circling around in my head. I probably should not evaluate myself at the moment.
Leaving in an hour to go get the kid, I know HE will give me a hug. LOL, I gave my mom a virtual one, she's been pretty awesome. Husband appears to be returning to something of normalcy, perhaps.
I would say I haven't smoked except I did, first thing in the morning. I hadn't done that yet (the a.m. cigarette). It tasted like some odd combination of fire, brimstone and dead cat and rotting garbage, it was AWFUL. I'm kinda glad I did, I haven't smoked yet today, mainly due to that cigarette. That is a taste I can do without, frankly. So even though my brain is saying "It's just cuz you were freaking dehydrated," my conscience is like, are you a smoker or vaper?" So I have been vaping. LOL.
Anna