Actually, I've been 'dead' twice.
Once when my femoral artery was lacerated (from a bayonet) and once from shrapnel in my back.
Nothing gets easier, it just ceases to be.
Actually, I've been 'dead' twice.
Once when my femoral artery was lacerated (from a bayonet) and once from shrapnel in my back.
Nothing gets easier, it just ceases to be.
aWell, that's okay, I just had this sudden SNAP in my jaw, and a blood taste, and it turned out to be one of my upper denture implants, which I had to make my husband fish out of my you know, jaw, and I will admit at that second I was like,, "Man, I wish all this would CEASE TO BE," in a way, but instead I just called my oral surgeon on his emergency line and he was like, come in Monday but it was pretty wack.
Although I will say, I've had episodes of ceasing to be like nightly, (I don't dream or anything) so maybe I'm just more self-centered about it.
My oral surgeon was super nice but I explained to him I can't do any oral surgery if I'm about to start a new job. Etc. Maybe it's just the screw part, but I sure see bits that look like the titanim snapped off in my jaw, which is rather NOT ideal, and made me think, "This will be a giant PITA" and maybe it will be but MAN it SUCKED.
Frankly, I've been looking forward to death intermittently since the day I was born, and etc. But, it is like INTERMITTENT. It's just I'm self centered enough to be like, "F everyone else, probably and THEIR problems, I just want a solution to MINE. Etc.
But, like I said, I'm weird about all that stuff including my reaction to death perhaps I am just in deep deep denial (or deeply but misguidedly spiritual) or who knows, maybe a lot of stuff, but I've spent a lot of time PRACTICING (I mean like rehearsing) death too, because that is one sure way to rid oneself of a phobia of it, maybe I have practiced TOO MUCH.
Gah, though IMPLANT it's always SOMETHING this life craziness. LOL
Anna
Although I will say, I've had episodes of ceasing to be like nightly, (I don't dream or anything) so maybe I'm just more self-centered about it.
My oral surgeon was super nice but I explained to him I can't do any oral surgery if I'm about to start a new job. Etc. Maybe it's just the screw part, but I sure see bits that look like the titanim snapped off in my jaw, which is rather NOT ideal, and made me think, "This will be a giant PITA" and maybe it will be but MAN it SUCKED.
Frankly, I've been looking forward to death intermittently since the day I was born, and etc. But, it is like INTERMITTENT. It's just I'm self centered enough to be like, "F everyone else, probably and THEIR problems, I just want a solution to MINE. Etc.
But, like I said, I'm weird about all that stuff including my reaction to death perhaps I am just in deep deep denial (or deeply but misguidedly spiritual) or who knows, maybe a lot of stuff, but I've spent a lot of time PRACTICING (I mean like rehearsing) death too, because that is one sure way to rid oneself of a phobia of it, maybe I have practiced TOO MUCH.
Gah, though IMPLANT it's always SOMETHING this life craziness. LOL
Anna
You just summed up my entire adult life.
Then I realized that I have kids , and I owe it to them to stick around.
your making this to easy.
Unless you're gonna post the whole movie, you're an evil tease.
When are you going to autograph that pic and send it out?Oh hey, forgot to mention I was on vape Stew a while back.
That's my pic of my TM24 Pro on my Dreamer he's holding up.
I'm a celeb
Unless you're gonna post the whole movie, you're an evil tease.
Meanwhile, I downloaded the movie and I'm in bliss,
When are you going to autograph that pic and send it out?
In a speedo please.
Oh totes, only the fact that children of suicides are at higher risk of death themselves kept me around until I finally got the dang dentures and lithium.
I had this really excellent stealth suicide plan once but I always made me tell it to the pdoc EVERY time (mainly to check for errorzzzzzzzzzz) and it was GOOD but he wound up puncturing IT like everyone before when I was gonna go accidentally die in Mexico and get eaten by the coyotes.
He kind of gave me this look, and said, "You better hope you don't run into some REAL coyotes," and I was like, "I have no issue being part of the drug trade, and they'd get fed up with me on no meds, so bah," and this was over a decade ago and so he just handed me a mirror and I was like what is this some sort of suicide-mirror therapy and then I realized I'd be SEX trade and I yelled at him for like ten minutes.
But I was secretly impressed with his skills. The whole time. Etc.
Anna
I had this really excellent stealth suicide plan once but I always made me tell it to the pdoc EVERY time (mainly to check for errorzzzzzzzzzz) and it was GOOD but he wound up puncturing IT like everyone before when I was gonna go accidentally die in Mexico and get eaten by the coyotes.
He kind of gave me this look, and said, "You better hope you don't run into some REAL coyotes," and I was like, "I have no issue being part of the drug trade, and they'd get fed up with me on no meds, so bah," and this was over a decade ago and so he just handed me a mirror and I was like what is this some sort of suicide-mirror therapy and then I realized I'd be SEX trade and I yelled at him for like ten minutes.
But I was secretly impressed with his skills. The whole time. Etc.
Anna
I got some shiny delivered today.
- Got my new Puma shoes delivered
- My Therion Squonk was delivered
- My red leather cover for my Therion got delivered
- I ordered the movie "Pulse" from circa 1988, that was delivered.
Still waiting on my Pico's and wasp nano. A new mountain bike could be coming soon too.
- Got my new Puma shoes delivered
- My Therion Squonk was delivered
- My red leather cover for my Therion got delivered
- I ordered the movie "Pulse" from circa 1988, that was delivered.
Still waiting on my Pico's and wasp nano. A new mountain bike could be coming soon too.
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