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Ugh too much reading. I'm home and I am sitting. I made it to 1:30 (after sending my letter) and then Head Doc showed up for some meeting and said, "Hi, Anna" and carried on. He looked.... The dude is bald and has features like an eagle. I thought he was out of town on some like, holiday or something.

I have reached the self-loathing stage. I know the husband is ...... off about it. But, l he's also not living it either. I was at the other site and it was exactly as I imagined. Bring, babies every once in a while. I like kids, not babies. At least I got some old notes done.

But I'm pretty sure something horrible (not sure what) is going to happen to me. It's going to SUCK is what it is going to do, be it demotion, a good old ride out on a rail firing, l don't KNOW what. I have been through these things before. I have been fire so hard, security had to accompany me to remove those things.

But this is a job I LOVE. Every single part of it besides the risk factor of my sociopath. When I said I wanted to retire there, I MEANT it.

So being rode out on a rail (even if I get compensatory money later, whatever) is not something I am really gonna cope with that well.

So I can't help hating myself, and I don't know what else to do. The letter was not mean. It was factual.

I still just have a sense I am on a kind of slow and coasty ride to like be rode out on a rail.

You know when you love a job I bet that hurts a lot. And, I will say, I am not looking forward to it.

Oh well... Made it through another day. I guess.

Anna
 

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Nothing than a touch of Vape Mail to bring a little life to a Monday!!!

Asmodus Pumper 18 with the Asmodus .blank and a pretty matchy drip tip gift.

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I have only been here since 2013 and yes good people have gone ( a lot went to the other thread with the Roxy debacle) but good people have came too. I imagine it is like this in all forum worlds
I've checked out that other forum, and it seems like a free-for-all over there. I like this forum better. The members here are great. :thumb:
 

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Hey all, just checking in. No shiny for me in the near future but I think that might be a good thing. I'm pretty satisfied with my current stack of gear. Also, if I buy much more, I'll have to re-think my current in-rotation storage capacity.

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I might have a different opinion if it weren't for the excellent Samsung 20S but I just love this little tube.
Same with me. I have about all the gear I like. I have been putting gear in a "sell" box. A lot of it I don't need anymore. I am going to keep the stuff I like and use daily. As far as rta's The Profile unity mesh is my favorite, I may buy a couple more, and start selling my other atty's.
 

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I've checked out that other forum, and it seems like a free-for-all over there. I like this forum better. The members here are great. :thumb:
Yeah I went by there a time or two. Waved at some good friends that had left. People were all excited because they could cuss. I can cuss at home. No need to type it out. I just stayed here where I knew folks and had already gotten so much help. I do miss some of the entertainment of a few. Not enough to have jumped ship I guess.
 

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I feel better. Swear to God, yoga fixes everything for me. If I could just get an accommodation that I could do 10 minutes of yoga every time I feel stressed, I could probably cope with a lot more. I'd save a ton of money on benzos.

Well, no nasty emails addressed to me as yet. I'm just gonna cross my fingers at this meeting and pray... Maybe I will offer up the yoga solution. It's no weirder than some other stuff I've been dealing with lately. Etc.

They ARE gonna have to have the HR meeting though. It is technically mandated. So I better be thinking creatively.

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Oh, I got my gigantor package from FT. No tarrif. I haven't opened it yet, mainly because I just like, got it out of the mailbox. I will wait til after dinner I need to start cooking NOW. Feeding self-- important.

You can get cranberries covered in yoghurt, instead of resins. I ate some for lunch today, they were in the "healthy food care basket" my work brings once a week. Not bad at all.

I have extra doggy tanks! I have jillions of premade coils. A Thor. Too cool and cheap to pass up. A new RTA that looks easy. I will be inspecting them as I either talk to the husband (I kind of would be okay missing that call) and/or watching Meredith Grey complete some strange patient task and gets knocked up by Dreamy Eyes Dude all at the same time.

It's kind of amazing how she does it. I wish that Burke dude would come back. I think they may be leading up to it. He was the only guy on that show that has a spine.

Also... Christina? Why does every guy go for that chick? Is it emotional unavailability because if so I am PRACTICING THAT WAYMORE. LOL.

Anna
 

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