Finally a busy day at work.
Coronavirus "literally everywhere" benefits SOMEONE.
Man, I finally got up off the couch to clean. I was like, I can't bear it anymore and it benefitted my HOUSE immensely, but it also benefitted ME because I was like OH gosh all those stupid "hypo" symptoms are coming from running out and forgetting to replenish a med, which I did (in myself)) and in my med BOXES found one I filled but never used. Go me.
So then, as I sweated like a day laborer in Arizona in a house at like 68 degrees I was like YAY! I am HYPER thyroid!!!
Which is what I want to be because otherwise it means my Thai medicine which was rather expensive and YEAH I am good at sourcing stuff but STILL has ground up thyroid from dead Thai Children or whatever is in it, but it means I can just take less and actually start to feel human again.
My new "rubber mat to catch mods/coffee.pills is set up. I don't think I will trip. I washed the floor. I'm also paradoxically exhausted and stressed out, but ya know, this is how it goes.
I was thinking about the last time I was excited about something, and I think it was the boy coming to visit. I have definitely become a hermit I have GOT to do something about that. I have just been through the wringer, medically.
@Letitia your box of screws is in my FT cart. You are a font of wisdom and knowledge.
Yeah so probably if one subscribes to the "your heart has only so many beats in it" theory, maybe I shaved off a couple days of my life only like.... HOW in GOD'S NAME do you test that theory, For one, I would need another me doing opposite things and she would kill herself. I know it. She'd have to be caged up.
Also, I don't quite know how to go backwards in time to count my beats as a kid. I was pretty chill by all accounts but I made up for that in adolescence, and again I wasn't wearing a heart count monitor. I'mm gonna chose to not worry about it.
Like so many things but yay my house is reasonably clean. I am a super efficient cleaner but now I am tired cuz with hyperthyroid you are all jittery and doing stuff but also like, um, weirdly fatigued,.
Anna