I'm hovering over the checkout button for Aroma ejuice WTA liquid, but I'm hesitant. I just want to not be a slave to smoking, nothing else, I don't care about the buzz or anything else, just losing my addiction.
I'm vaping nonstop and it seems to keep my craving at bay but there's that psychological thing where you want a cigarette which is what made it so hard for me to attempt cold turkey. I gave in today to one analog but it felt more like I was just curious and 'not ready' to trash the ciggs since I'm only on day 3, but that could just be addiction rationalization...
Listen, in my opinion, before you go running after other juices and kits and what ever, first and foremost: don't expect yourself to perform miracles.
Not everyone walks away from smoking the first day. Some do. And that's great. Others don't. For me, it's been playing out over a month and isn't quite done. But I've come a loooooong way. I smoked "lights" but a pack and a half to two packs a day. Before I ran into vaping, I was trying to cut back to "just" a pack a day. In the past week, I've had maybe three or four cigs total? If I just "gotta have one", I do. I don't have a big war with myself.
I'm good at setting myself up to fail. So since I stumbled into this, I refuse to get into a "quit" mindset and refuse to pressure myself. Instead, I'm determined to focus on the positive aspects of vaping. Enjoying flavors and finding new ones for example. Or dabbling in "dripping" which produces a different effect than my cartos do and is interesting (though I doubt I'll do it regularly). I find the more I enjoy vaping, the less I want to go back.
But you're shifting around ingrained habits and all kinds of sciencey brain chemical processes. That's not always an easy thing to do. You say you've been at it three days. Okay, are you smoking less? If "yes", be happy.
Most everybody who smokes regularly, uses smoking for stress relief. Stress yourself too much to do some magical, overnight quit and you could end up wanting to smoke more. Talk about vicious cycles.
So I consciously chose to only worry about it if the smoking went up instead of continuing down and to emphasize the positive aspects of vaping. Such as, my search for a "tobacco like" liquid I like continues.
And every week, there's been a drop in the number of times I go for a regular cig. Then in this past... second half of the week, the things not only taste very, very
bad, they give me a headache. I notice talking about regular cigs now, I have a mild urge to have one which is followed immediately by a "ICK" reaction as I remember the headachy thing and that terrible taste. And the urge passes. Yesterday, I had another zero cig day. Second one. I part because the thought of having one kinda nauseated me a little. And vaping is so much better. Wasn't hard to ignore that "pull". Which is milder all the time.
Cut yourself some slack. Count the ones you
don't smoke, not the ones you do...