OMG I SOLOMLY SWEAR.  I am buying NOTHING unnecessary for 9 months. A couple good mechs and more nic (curses, I could have 45 YEARS to go, I need WAY more nic ARGH) never have I desired so much to be OLDER. And coils. For a while.  Etc.
THAT is IT. I am now buying NOTHING unnecessary at ALL EVERYTHING left at the end of the month not in savings is going into my debt. I plan to pay it off in ONE year, because I want a nice new home with generator and solar panels (manufactured home, but the husband and I plan to maybe.... Store some things in the mountain, if we can get the plot I want.)
I want no further part in society, man (I mean other than the fun part). But, I want PERMANENCE and safety.
It was the 9 MONTHS that did it. That's how long it takes to grow a baby and this is FAR worse! The baby needs you and that's rough. But here, YOU need the baby and that is the SUCK. Comparatively.
OH MY GOD.
I'm gonna ask the shinyitis thread to ban me if I buy anything else at all. You know, from the site. Sigh.
I'm all feral again my people are gone and like, I have to go to work tomorrow. OH MY GOD.
Anna
	
		
			
		
		
	
			
			THAT is IT. I am now buying NOTHING unnecessary at ALL EVERYTHING left at the end of the month not in savings is going into my debt. I plan to pay it off in ONE year, because I want a nice new home with generator and solar panels (manufactured home, but the husband and I plan to maybe.... Store some things in the mountain, if we can get the plot I want.)
I want no further part in society, man (I mean other than the fun part). But, I want PERMANENCE and safety.
It was the 9 MONTHS that did it. That's how long it takes to grow a baby and this is FAR worse! The baby needs you and that's rough. But here, YOU need the baby and that is the SUCK. Comparatively.
OH MY GOD.
I'm gonna ask the shinyitis thread to ban me if I buy anything else at all. You know, from the site. Sigh.
I'm all feral again my people are gone and like, I have to go to work tomorrow. OH MY GOD.
Anna
				
		

 mine are over 5 years old, and only last for about 3ml worth.