2nd Letter to my Fellow Partners in Crime AKA the Denizens of Deb's Den of General Mayhem and Last Bastion of Democracy as We Know It ..
Last night, I turned in about an hour after making my exit .. making it something a little after 1:00 AM Central .. I flicked my reading light on, as I always do, put on my glasses and picked up "Lie Down in Darkness" by William Styron .. I've read it several times over the years .. a Gothic flavored novel that ranks up with anything written by Hemmingway or Steinbeck .. I read a few pages, as the book requires a slow read in order to think and savor the rich story and superb writing of Styron ..
As I began to doze off, putting my glasses back on the nightstand and turning off the light .. I folded my arms across my chest and let my mind drift for several moments, thinking about our Brave New World and the fine folks that I am so honored to have had the opportunity to interact with here in our Small Corner of the Cyberverse .. for a moment, I think something must have gotten in my eye, and it was more induced by joy than sorrow ..
So, a deeply heartfelt thanks .. to all of you, "Here, There, or In the Air" (as TX would say) .. as I grew older, I drifted into more and more isolation, insulating myself for whatever reason .. sharing what we have shared has, in an unexplainable way, begun to restore what can only be called Hope .. it's not just the fact that I now hear and see those that visit here, it's the whole
three and a half years that regularly remove another brick from the wall I built, a wall that I now know I am happy to tear down ..
Lastly, as a self admitted Non Believer, I find myself, ironically, with the only word that perhaps most captures my feelings .. and that word is Blessing ..