Oh my I did not expect to spend most of what I did today doing today. I thought my house would be cleaner, *I* would be cleaner, and random detritus would NOT be strewn about the place from a hasty but complete reversal of my credit card FORTUNE which was getting cleaned up or so I thought. LOL. It so wasn't. While GLAD it is cleaned up NOW, I also really, really didn't expect to have happen what happened and I feel like a blithering idiot. LOL.
LOL, I actually sent the husband to get the kid, not because I was incapable but I feared to be out there driving.
This was AFTER I not only connected my phone to the living room speakers and not only THAT realized I was not ABLE because the husband always carelessly leaves HIS phone bluetoothed constantly and actually went and found HIS and disconnected it, enabling me to morosely listen to my favorite band currently (kinda) Imagine Dragons. I am listening to "Rise Up," and frankly, I'm telling the song to talk to my IQ.
OMG so do I sell a mod to fix my scene, or blood plasma. Probably the blood plasma is a bad idea, LOL consolidation company lady told me I was "lucky" it was only three months, LOL, and told me horror stories about people losing their HOMES. OMG. My house isn't much but it's one of the few places in Tucson I actually love!. She was really, really nice. She gave me the hardship exemption (and I'm not sure if it was due to income, actual hardship we had or that I was such an idiot. LOL. ) Probably a bit of both.
I may need my sis the lawyer to call former skeezy company they have like 2K of my money and I bet they do everything possible to not release it and etc. They took my July $$ early, LOL due to "holidays" and now I'm double booked, I should have checked my bank balance before obviously and/or a LOT more things obviously. LOL.
I thought I was immune from such stuff, although to be fair, I guess NO ONE is immune to such things 100% of the time and etc. I just really actually want to work and be NOT CONCERNED with such matters because I can afford to live.
LOL
I guess if there's any blessing in all this it is that I have been cured of credit card use. Even the shiny me (And to be fair a lot was teeth but not all of it) even the slightly HYPOMANIC me, I now think credit cards are tools of the devil. Probably wise to learn, heh.
OMG I can't even.....
I didn't smoke and honestly I kinda (NO OFFENSE TO CANCER VICTIMS) would be more likely to smoke due to assessing my own sheer stupidity, than cancer. That's untrue actually I bet I'd want to smoke if I had cancer. But I definitely want to distract myself from a "real world" assessment of my own inanity.
God.
Anna