caramel vanilla butterscotch thats an interesting blend ty ill try it 
I can relate. One of the reasons my friends will tell me to "have a smoke" is that I get wound up, grippy, fidgety. I can't stand it. I don't have a solution either. But it's obviously not just the nicotine since that's been replaced and probably why patches, etc didn't work.
I've heard about MAOI's in cigs and got a chance to ask a pysch dr about those. He said it was highly unlikely since It's rendered ineffective with most foods, which is why they aren't used very much anymore. Many of the additives in cigs are still unknown. Typically blood pressure drops, but that doesn't cause the same effect. So idk what it is other than not fun. There are times a pin drop will have me climbing walls. Ugh.
I am 110% convinced that some people experience withdrawls to more than just nicotine and that's just as challenging, if not more so.
So I guess its time to get my story out there. Hi I am Darksparkle13 and I am an addict.
I have always had an addictive personality, I craft all sorts of things, am artistic and tinker with stuff just like my dad. Take stuff apart to see how it works and then put it back together.
I have been a full time smoker since I was 12. both my parents smoked, although my sister doesn't smoke weird I know. But glad she didn't!
I have gotten thru addictions of many sorts. But Smoking is that one thing I just cant seem to give up. not sure if it is the thing that makes me remember my dad?
My dad passed away June 29, 2010 and he was my best friend. I miss him every damn day and him and I used to chill on the porch chatting and smoking. My Dad and I talked about everything! Even when he was diagnosed with emphysema & COPD. He still smoked. I saw what he & His body went thru and I made a promise to myself that I would quit before the big 40. He had his first heart attack at 40.
I saw him on a respirator and oxygen & still we sat on the porch and chatted and smoked....
My mom quit smoking after his second heart attack... and of course got mad when we smoked (which btw only made us want to smoke more).... and i Hear all the time smoking bad for you, you have been smoking to long, you know that same ole story....
I have tried almost everything to quit. Meds ( not chantix I am bi-polar that would mess me up seriously LOL) hypno, patches, gums, lollipops, even the blu e-cig when it first came out. and I have always gone back to my old friend cigarettes. so now jump to the present.
I finally gave vaping another try in dec, got my first "starter" kit and really like it, I love the flavors, the options, the ways to decorate and explore, but damn if my old friend doesn't call to me. same as I have seen all of you mention, first thing in the morning, with a great cup of coffee, after I eat, when I am bored or watching tv or movies. I am working on changing all of those habits. I am not smoking store bought cigs, I smoke natural tobacco, packed myself. I have cut my smoking down to about half or more some days. but i still smoke. I am still searching and finding new flavors ( i am a flavor ....) and devices.
So that is my story and just trying the best I know how to stop smoking cigs.
THanks for all the support so far and I look forward to jumping in with my opinions, suggestions and complaints!
I hope everyone has a super wonderful weekend no matter where you are!
hmm. child went quiet a little bit ago. found him sitting INSIDE the toilet with his diaper on.. good idea to use toilet by himself to show daddy for far he is into potty training, but poor execution LOL! will post a picture later once i get it uploaded.
I'm not JJ but I'd love to try your RY4, lox.
It just occurred to me maybe you don't DIY![]()
If not - Pm me your address and mg and I'll make you some![]()
Here is the picture from before. Ignore the off coloring. Using a pink bulb in the bathroom because I ran out of white ones and the pink hurts eyes less at night I think.
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anyone steals the picture and im having it taken down, forcefully if needed.
anyone steals the picture and im having it taken down, forcefully if needed.
anybody else ik who wants to get into diy?
Well, you know ME.
Anyone else?
It just occurred to me maybe you don't DIY![]()
If not - Pm me your address and mg and I'll make you some![]()
My last ry4 ended up tasting something like french toast when it steeped all the way...
I can relate. One of the reasons my friends will tell me to "have a smoke" is that I get wound up, grippy, fidgety. I can't stand it. I don't have a solution either. But it's obviously not just the nicotine since that's been replaced and probably why patches, etc didn't work.
I've heard about MAOI's in cigs and got a chance to ask a pysch dr about those. He said it was highly unlikely since It's rendered ineffective with most foods, which is why they aren't used very much anymore. Many of the additives in cigs are still unknown. Typically blood pressure drops, but that doesn't cause the same effect. So idk what it is other than not fun. There are times a pin drop will have me climbing walls. Ugh.
I am 110% convinced that some people experience withdrawls to more than just nicotine and that's just as challenging, if not more so.