... and while she may never be a Star, she can sing ..
Nice... she's 'crazy' good!
... and while she may never be a Star, she can sing ..
so hows things heremissed noticing my own 6 month vape anniversary ;P Feels so good resisting cigarettes for more then 6 months
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So having had some time to process and figure out my own emotions, I will now vent a little. I was hit hard by the suicide of Robin Williams. I have struggled with depression for many years, not a day goes by that thoughts of doing the same cross my mind. The emotional apathy and physical pain depression causes sometimes makes me nonfunctional. I get through the day, every day, through shear force of will. I find something, anything, to look forward to. Sometimes it is vape mail, sometimes it is a TV show, I tell myself "just hang on till this happens". It is tough. I can see why Williams did this, but I am still disappointed in him. He was one of my idols, and I wonder, if he can't make it, can I? The jury is still out. The struggle goes on. I'm not that tough, but I am holding my own.
And I've got vape mail coming.
Holy Crap - I can't believe 83 people have bought this at the selling price.
Coil Jig for RBA RDA Vape Atomizer Coil and Wick Builds, Kanthal - US Seller
Holy Crap - I can't believe 83 people have bought this at the selling price.
Biological/cultural feed into each other. I always used to say that since depression is anger turned inwards, smoking was an alternative to giving others a black eye. Hitting myself in the lungs, so to speak.All this makes me wonder if the biological causes of depression increases the chance of becoming addicted to cigarettes.