Glad I only bought the kid stuff, no shiny stuff.
My day one could have only gone worse if someone had died. And well, I wasn't sure if batteries would explode in the trunk of my car (they didn't but I gotta rewick everything my juice cooked ON my wicks.
Oh god, can't go into another blow by blow (and probably shouldn't LOL) but my day ended and the rest of my life began after wandering aimlessly through Bits of Jail and standing on concrete for 4 hours because Sheriff who wouldn't SHUT UP told me every aimless longwinded knowledge I already knew like don't give them your address or pictures of your you know favorite kid or whatnot And he just KNEW they all turned horrible on entry because THAT is what happens. "Even if they are just some poor kid here on bumped up charges, because they turn manipulative THEY HAVE TO."
They DO sheriff, "News to me," I did not say, "It actually turned mine UNmanipulative because he is you know smart, and didn't want to be there. SO there was a lot of instruction and Tall Tale telling by sheriff an I was already pissy because everyone else came at 9 a.m. .they were somehow instructed otherwise than me, but I found out my clearance thing by sheriff's department was TOTALLY fictional by clinical lady and it was at that point my dismay turned to a dull ROAR because I had LITERALLY turned down like 10 jobs based on her word. So, after I'd been there from to oh 7--1 p.m/ having ...... and drank something ONCE (Lol they do cancel each other out apparently but ALSO, like dude, after a really LONG lecture about how fat prisoners get commissary removed because they abuse it or are diabetic and Hence a Problem they decided to forge on ahead and like do without lunch and diabetic staff lady she needed a break to EAT (I needed a break to pee, although SNUS works, tested under the harshest conditions," I got a bit defiant and thought, "F you lot" and went to get my non contraband satchel off the unit because I WANTED it badly.. Also such a load of complete disorganization I have never seen and a metal health nurse kept repeatedly referring to her charges as the "crayzees" until I politely stated, I don't have a problem with your use of that word, mentally or even NOWHERE out of earshot of me, because there is TONS of MI in my family and honestly, I bet even society in general is okay with that word and I am sometimes but not so much in the clinical context, if you wouldn't mind?" And then everyone well, they took the diabetic chick to Go get a snickers or whatever, it was apparently less of an issue than their self appointed schedule and I was like, "I don't care I got here at 7 and I am going to PEE, and well then, like I found out that there was a message regarding my hair test and it was NOT CLEARED.
Well, I left then, mainly because I was like, "I guess I could be okay here if the alternative is a supermax, but it wasn't it was CARETAKING a sweet and adorable 2 year old."
Plus, I ran home to take care of it they need all my scrips and MMJ card and whatnot from like, ME I guess (even though I had TOTALLY provided it.) The husband took over and has been at it for 2 hours and I keep carefully not saying "You know the best is the enemy of the good," since I have only so long of a time period but he just gave me my stuff and etc. Hopefully it's all good since I am NOT EVEN contacting that agency until I talk to my sister about a) lawyering up b) lawyering up and c) I WANT TO HURT THEM.
I also don't quite see how trust could be rebuilt after what happened to me, so I just left, saying nothing, and will SAY nothing to anyone at ALL until I find out what's WHAT. I could NOT have been more upfront with that agency from the very beginning.
Kind of makes me feel like a felon (and I also do NOT want to say that I am, even though I stole a clipboard and it was ACCIDENTALLY but JEEZ after that day, I need to lie down for some weeks and avoid ANY new applications to ANYTHING I think. LOL.
It sucked, but snus is apparently UP TO MAJOR tasks because I didn't smoke after I came home even.
F that lot, I guess it is indeed true that prisoners makes PRISONERS even on STAFF because I like want to lawyer up in the worst way.
I know they're new to the Joy of Pima county but holy crud, for an agency that "only deals with jails," well they aren't very good at it.
I might rather be homeless than work there and not by a wide margin but STILL.
LOL, still holding out for pedes that would be nice. Etc.
Anna