Tootle Puffers, Redux (The Sequel)

[Maytwin]

Thank you, this means a lot to me.

I'm on my way to the appointment right now actually. Waiting for the bus. Feeling people are watching me, judging me, but I know they're not. I know they don't care at all, but I still feel that and it's terrible.



Thank you so much @Katdarling and @sorrynomore

Vapez

Wishing you all the best @Vapez

 

[DPLongo22]

Feeling people are watching me, judging me, but I know they're not. I know they don't care at all, but I still feel that and it's terrible.

Vapez

Hang in there, Vapez - and other people's judgments are the last thing you should be worrying about right now. Take care of yourself and let those who are comfortable judging deal with their own consequences (if anyone even is...).

Focus on yourself right now. Nothing else.

 

[Vapez]

Wishing you all the best @Vapez

Thank you

Hang in there, Vapez - and other people's judgments are the last thing you should be worrying about right now. Take care of yourself and let those who are comfortable judging deal with their own consequences (if anyone even is...).

Focus on yourself right now. Nothing else.

I know nobody is and that I couldn't care what people think of me. But it's how I feel inside. I feel everyone is watching me, following me, always the feeling of being followed and judged by ever move. That someone wants to do something bad to me. I feel truly scared when outside when others are around, the more the worse. And that I can see and feel someone dragging my jacket, I hit around me but no one is there. And people screaming my name with echo in my head.

I know this is only in my mind. But it feels so real when it happens. I have kind of two split sides. One side that feels and thinks all these things, and the other where I know it's no true. But it'a the worse part which dominates. I can't even think straight when in these situations and feel my actions are not MY actions.

But I talked to thr shrink now. New appointment on friday and she will contact a service for people eeucated to work/help with people like me.


Vapez

 

[Vapez]

When these things happen I can't divide reality and what I see and feel inside.

Vapez

 

[DPLongo22]

Thank you

I know nobody is and that I couldn't care what people think of me. But it's how I feel inside. I feel everyone is watching me, following me, always the feeling of being followed and judged by ever move. That someone wants to do something bad to me. I feel truly scared when outside when others are around, the more the worse. And that I can see and feel someone dragging my jacket, I hit around me but no one is there. And people screaming my name with echo in my head.

I know this is only in my mind. But it feels so real when it happens. I have kind of two split sides. One side that feels and thinks all these things, and the other where I know it's no true. But it'a the worse part which dominates. I can't even think straight when in these situations and feel my actions are not MY actions.

But I talked to thr shrink now. New appointment on friday and she will contact a service for people eeucated to work/help with people like me.


Vapez

Thoughts are with you, Vapez. I hope they can help, and that you find a way...

 

[3mg Meniere]

Vapez, I am just happy that you found an online community where you could feel comfortable enough to express what is going on with you, and where we could guide you towards a healthier life. All my prayers.

 

[LJFinFLA]

Guys and gals, tootle puffer friends, anyone and everyone, pray for my friend Michelle. I don't usually go here and ask for things like this, but, it's needed. She's in ICU and fighting for her life.

Prayers and hugs headed to you and your friend!

 

[3mg Meniere]

Prayers and hugs headed to you and your friend!

@Atchafalaya Continuing here, also.

 

[sorrynomore]

Guys and gals, tootle puffer friends, anyone and everyone, pray for my friend Michelle. I don't usually go here and ask for things like this, but, it's needed. She's in ICU and fighting for her life.

I most certainly will !!!

 

[sorrynomore]

@ MickeyConti ... Thank You Good Sir !
Once the chrome wore off my ipv mini battery cap threads and was exposing the brass it was too loose to tighten,a little masking tape there does the trick though.

 

[sorrynomore]

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(Think you can see which one I like!)

WOW .............and Thanks Katdarling!!!

 

[sorrynomore]

I'm being seduced by this mod!

Aspire Pegasus Box Mod

It has a charging pad! (Sold separately.) Its sexy, too, with those earthy metal colourzzzzz!! Plus it's heavy & solid-feeling...I can just TELL!

I kinda feel like I'm in Aspire's groove with their focus on MTL vapers. (Not a fangrl of Atlantis or Tritons though.)

Could get the package for around $64...but please talk me out of it; I have been saving my splurge-itunity for Provape!

HEWP me resist, lol! Aghhhhhhh!

Ahhhh Yup.....I agree it sure is a good looking mod and the mini as well.
If the B@M store that I frequent has these I could very well be coming home with one today.

 

[sorrynomore]

I really gotta learn how to buy stuff off the internet,it's Sooooooo much cheaper.

 

[DingerCPA]

@Katdarling - DOGGONE YOU!!!!! Now I'm shopping for stuff I kinda really DON'T need, but wouldn't mind having..... {le sigh}

 

[DPLongo22]

@Katdarling - DOGGONE YOU!!!!! Now I'm shopping for stuff I kinda really DON'T need, but wouldn't mind having..... {le sigh}

I know your pain, Dinger. [emoji23]

 

[DingerCPA]

But, this now frees up some other gear I can PIF to some potential newbies

 

[Rixsta]

@Vapez, thinking of you and I hope today is the start of you getting better.

@Atchafalaya. Thoughts are with your friend.

 

[MikeyConti]

I really gotta learn how to buy stuff off the internet,it's Sooooooo much cheaper.

I cringe when I hear people say how much they paid for a mod at a local B&M! Lol

 

[Maytwin]

I cringe when I hear people say how much they paid for a mod at a local B&M! Lol

I've bought a couple of things from a really nice guy at my local shopping mall - when he tells me the price, I take a sharp intake of breath and he's knocked them down a bit

 

[DingerCPA]

I really gotta learn how to buy stuff off the internet,it's Sooooooo much cheaper.

A lot depends on how long you're willing to wait for something. My HG order won't even begin to ship for two weeks (it's their New Year Holiday?) Then, there's transit time across the "Big Puddle". Not in any hurry, but over $200 (retail-ish) in merchandise for $50 plus $20 in shipping.

(And, once I learned to type the 8% discount coupon code correctly .... )